𝐃. 𝐋. 𝐒. || 𝐊.𝐓𝐇 ✓

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A month went by in a flash, and our Italy vacation was finally over.

It would be a lie to say that I didn't enjoy myself because I did, in more ways than one, but I'm just glad to be heading back home, especially knowing that I'll be away from Eris and Jungkook.

I don't know why they followed us as much as they did our whole honeymoon, but Taehyung, the last time we accidentally bumped into them while enjoying the day on the beach, threatened to take them to court for harassment.

At this point, it's beyond that of a stalker; it's at the point of thinking Eris is going to pull a gun from her purse and gun Taehyung, me, or both of us down at any second we run into each other out in public.

Taehyung got angry on the beach, and he didn't once care how loud he got. He yelled at Eris, and when Jungkook stepped up to say what was on his mind, Taehyung shut him up with only a few words.

It was only last week when it happened, but I hope his efforts worked. At least we haven't seen them at all since then.

When we arrived at his mansion, he had let me know that we would leave the next day to head to his larger house in L.A.

Truthfully, I was a little excited to see another mansion, and I was even more excited to be in Los Angeles. However, after we arrived, my excitement declined quickly.

Taehyung drove up the driveway until we both saw Alice standing outside next to the mansion with a sour expression written over her features.

Needless to say, she was pissed. However, she wasn't pissed only at Taehyung but at me as well.

The small argument between the three of us ended with everyone agreeing to Alice and splitting ways for the day.

Taehyung already seemed exhausted again, and we just had come back from our honeymoon. 

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Everything is different at home than it used to be. Although Taehyung and I got a little close during our vacation, we still hardly said anything to one another, and it didn't help with all the girls asking for my help all the time or if they were clinging to Taehyung as a baby clings to a lollipop. There was no time for myself, and I could tell there was no time for him either.

It's a little lonely. Since we're in a much larger mansion than before, everyone gets their own rooms, which even now takes me off guard how a mansion could have so many bedrooms, but it does. Either way, I don't get to wake up next to GiGi or Taehyung anymore, and I don't think I can take a whole year like this.

Of course, I know it was different, but I always had someone to wake up to in my life. When I was a child, it was my mother, and when she died, my grandmother, and my grandmother's death, when I was in my late teens, I found Jungkook, and the cycle repeats. I'm just a person who can't stand being alone, and yeah, it might make me look weak, but it's my number one fear.

Deciding for myself that I can change the situation at hand, I climb out of the large king-sized bed and exit the bedroom.

I made sure to take a pillow with me so that I could hold it while walking through the late-night mansion by myself with only the light from the moon to guide me down the long hallway.