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Chapter 43: First Kiss (Day 1)

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Day 1: I think I've lost my common sense

I'm not even sure what to say or what to do, but the conclusion I can come towards is...that I've completely lost my mind.

And the fact that I think I'm going to kill Sunghoon in his f*cking sleep.

That son of a b*tch better watch out.

AGHHHH!! JUST THINKING ABOUT HIM MAKES MY BLOOD BOIL!!

I should've never given my first kiss to him, I should've given it to someone that I actually love and someone who isn't a f*cking vampire!!

And if anyone else is reading this, yes, I still haven't had my first kiss...or at least I hadn't until Sunghoon literally decided to just take it away from me, but honestly what could I expect from a guy like him? He's nothing but a flirt who's hungry for blood.

I should've already expected this as soon as he...did some watercolor paintings on my neck in front of LITERALLY EVERYONE at the party!!

AND FOR WHAT?! I DON'T F*CKING KNOW!!

I bet he's probably laughing at my stupidness right now, I bet he only kissed me just to see me suffer because of him.

All I've done these past couple of hours, is sitting on this very floor and just look around, trying to see if there's any sort of object that can help open that tempting window that's locked with a secure lock, but I've found absolutely nothing that can help me.

I'm honestly starting to lose hope, already.

I just know that I won't be able to survive this hell of a home...metally, I won't be able to survive here mentally. My brain will probably explode around the third day and I'll probably start losing my sense of time in around the tenth day.

And around the seventeenth day, I'll probably to tired to get out of my bed and will probably just die laying in my bed, which honestly sounds way better than being vampire dinner so, I'll take what I can get.

Honestly, all I'm wishing right now is to hold my precious cellphone that I STUPIDLY left in my desk!! Why didn't I just leave it in my pocket?!

I bet if I told these guys it was machine used for...I don't know...CLEANING! They'd probably believe me.

If I had my phone right now, I could contact Dami, or Felix...OR EVEN MARK!! Honestly I'd think I'd first contact Dami or Felix, as Mark wouldn't be any sort of help in this situation. He'd probably faint and once he'd wake up, he would beg Dami or Felix to drive him to the hospital and maybe then, I could be saved.