I hate you but... I love you| Jimin

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"Goodbye, Jimin. Go home safely." I backed away from him.

"Good night." He took one last look at me and left the apartment.

Fuck...

If I thought my mind was a mess before...

Now I don't understand anything at all...

If I hadn't stopped myself and him...

We'd both be lying naked in my bed right now...
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I felt pretty good when I got up in the morning. So I decided to go to the meeting without telling Jimin.

Just on the way, I texted Minho.

I arrived at the Hybe office.

I went into my and Jimin's common area. It was my office, which had a door to his studio. Although he could have entered his studio through another, separate door.

The meeting was still a good hour away. I arrived early to answer emails, to do the most important things.

About 20 minutes later I heard that Jimin had come to his studio with Taehyung.

The door between our spaces was slightly open. So I could hear very well what they were saying.

"And I still don't understand, why do you hate Y/n so much? Why do you treat her so badly?" Taehyung asked. "She got sick because of you."

Fuck. They don't know that I'm in my office.

I should tell them I'm here.

But of course, I didn't make the right decision.

I decided to eavesdrop. I was insanely curious.

I just froze at my desk and started to listen intently.

"Fuck, if I can be honest with anyone it's with you. Yeah, I didn't like her in the beginning, I hated her even. I was angry that our old team left us. And everybody was telling me that I got the best possible option, the most talented manager in HYBE at the moment, and I was even more frustrated and got even more negative towards her. I thought she was going to be cocky and unpleasant. I didn't want to get along with her. And when Y/n saw how I was treating her, she wasn't afraid to tell me what a bastard I was. She always hit me back. She is not afraid to stand up for herself and defend herself against my aggression. And then I quickly realized that I like her. She's beautiful, intelligent, and kind-hearted and even when I treated her in an insanely unfair and arrogant way, she still didn't lose hope for me, she still tried to get along with me from time to time. Even though I behaved..." Jimin sighed. "Tragically... I'm ashamed to admit myself how I treat her sometimes. First, it was because I didn't like her. Then I got jealous. Fuck. I was even jealous of you and Jungkook... Let alone Y/n and Mingyu... They drive me crazy... I still sometimes think they are dating..."

"Oh, brother. You're in trouble. I thought it was just a crush. But fuck... You're in love with her." Taehyung laughed.

"Shut up. I'm not in love with her. I can't love her. Nothing will happen between us. I hurt her too much. She doesn't like me, she hates me. Fuck."

"The same thing could happen to her as to you. You know, it's one step from hate to love." Taehyung's phone rang. "Shit, I have to answer it. I'll see you at the meeting. We'll talk about your situation later."

The door slammed.

I sat still.

I felt slightly shocked.

That's it. It's confirmed. He fucking likes me.

A big folder fell out of my hand.

Fuck...

"Hello?" Jimin shouted. And I heard him approaching the door.

Shit shit shit...

Panic flooded my body.