I hate you but... I love you| Jimin

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I don't even know why I agreed to spend tonight with him in the first place.

I should probably finally admit that I like him.

Probably always had.

It's just that the pain and the anger inside me won't let me fully understand.

"You know what, why not." I chuckled and walked out of the elevator.

I couldn't believe my own words and actions.
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"Let's go to my room." I said, already heading towards my door.

The first thing I did when I entered my room was take off my high heels. My feet were hurting like crazy.

"All I want now is to stretch my legs." I said turning to Jimin.

And without waiting, I stretched out on the couch.

"What shall we do?" I asked playfully. And I patted the sofa next to me to get Jimin to sit down.

"Hmmm." Jimin thought as he settled in next to me. "Let's play truth or dare. However, when the other person doesn't want to answer or do the dare, they'll get a shot of vodka." He raised his eyebrows.

"Order the vodka." I giggled. "Let's do this shit.

What was I thinking signing up for all this?

I don't know.

My brain wasn't functioning like usual today. There wasn't that reflex to push Jimin away from me and not give him a chance.

Today I just wanted to give in and just spend the evening with him.

Without thinking too much about what I would say or do. Or even more so, how things would be tomorrow. How he and I will behave.

Jimin ordered drinks and sat on the sofa. And just watched me.

"Why are you looking at me like that?" I covered my face with my hands.

"How so?" He chuckled deeply.

That look always drove me crazy. One moment it was full of warmth, amazement, warm feelings, a look of amusement, and the next moment the little devils were shining in his eyes and he seemed to be staring me down.

"You know exactly what I'm talking about." I rolled my eyes at him.

"How can I know? Because I can't see myself when I look at you." He chuckled once again. "And don't you roll your eyes at me, beautiful."

I wanted to fight back with something smart. But I was saved by a knock on the door. So I went to get the drinks that had been ordered without waiting.

I put two bottles of vodka on the table.

"You think we're going to have to drink that much?" I laughed out loud.

"We'll see. If we're not playing childishly, but to the extreme, then I don't even think these two bottles will be enough." He smirked.

"Okay, let's get started. You can ask first." I sat down next to him and looked at him intently.

"Hmm... Truth or dare?" He asked playfully.

"Let's start with the truth." I shrugged my shoulders.

"What's the most embarrassing, awkward thing that's happened in your life?"

I was thinking. One memory popped into my head, but I didn't know if I should say it here and now.

"You can't lie. I can see you already have the answer."

"Okay. The truth is the truth." I sighed softly. "Only one memory comes to mind now. It was the very beginning when I was working with Seventeen. And somehow it just so happened that both Mingyu and I were using the shower of the private gym at the same time. We didn't know we weren't alone. And our paths crossed when we got out of the shower and we were both completely naked. Since we didn't know each other well yet, it was a bit uncomfortable and awkward. Of course, now we just laugh at the memory of this event. But it wasn't so funny at that moment." I laughed. Remembering how I felt that moment when I saw Mingyu naked.