I hate you but... I love you| Jimin

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The phone rang from time to time as it had done all week with calls or messages.

And 90% of the messages and calls were from Jimin.

He tried to talk to me, wrote long messages about how much I meant to him, and that he wanted me back. But I completely ignored him.

Someone knocked on my door.

Is it Jimin?

I decided to open the door anyway.

And to my surprise, Jungkook and Taehyung were standing there.

"Hello, guys?" I giggled in surprise.

"We missed you." The guys said together.

"Oh my. Come on in." I smiled broadly and let them in.
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"Do you mind if we attack you tonight? We just miss you too much." Taehyung pouted while kicking off his shoes.

"Of course not. Come on in. I have some sushi and wine left. Maybe there's enough for you too." I led them into the living room.

"And you're sitting here romantically. Candles, music, wine, sushi. Maybe you had a date?" Jungkook asked as his eyes swept the living room.

"Oh my, definitely not. I don't need anyone right now. I'm not ready for new men in my life yet." I flopped down on the couch as I placed two more glasses of wine on the table.

"How are you? How are you doing after breaking up with Jimin and of course us?" asked Taehyung as he poured the wine.

"How can I feel." I sighed softly. "I miss him, I miss what we had. And the fact that he writes and keeps trying to call me doesn't really help. I love him, I just can't stand his jealousy scenes anymore. You have seen for yourselves what that has led to. The whole Jackson scandal. You have to admit that it was too much. And it is very damaging to all of you. As for you guys, of course, I miss you. So it's great that you came to me." I held out my glass and all three of us clinked our glasses.

"Let's order more food and drinks. We need to relax completely." Jungkook pulled out his phone and called his assistant to order food and drinks. Lots of drinks.

"Omg, Kook. It's just the three of us. And you ordered drinks for at least 10 people. Are we expecting more guests?" I giggled and punched him in the arm.

"Nope. Just need to relax after a hard week. You know, the days aren't as fun and easy without you. You made everyday life brighter and more fun. Do you agree with me Taehyung?"

"Oh yes. You Y/n have been our vitamin, our driving force. I understand now when the management said we got one of the best employees in the company." Taehyung nodded his head approvingly.

"Oh, boys. I love you so much." I teared up because in just a week I already missed the daily routine with them. And I put my arms around both boys' waists and pulled them closer.

Food and drinks soon arrived.

We shared memories and what had happened during the week.

In those few months, we developed a pretty strong bond with Jungkook and Taehyung.

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"Aren't you interested in how Jimin is doing? How is he doing without you? How is he coping with your breakup?" Taehyung asked when we were already drunk.

"I don't want to hurt myself. If I find out how bad he is, I might break down and call him. But I don't need that. Everybody needed this breakup. For me, for him, and your whole group. This breakup is the best decision I have made. Jimin has a jealousy problem and no woman will survive with him. I don't need to live like this, in constant fear. Jimin being in a relationship with me could ruin the image of your group. So our love is almost forbidden and not allowed. Because it only harms everybody. It is poisonous love. Toxic love. It's like being thirsty and drinking salty seawater. The benefit is less than the harm. I and Jimin could never happen at all. I probably should never have taken that offer to work with you. It was the first big mistake that started it all." I could feel tears gathering in my eyes.