I hate you but... I love you| Jimin

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A moment later, I felt Jimin close to me again. "I hope you won't be angry in the morning that I will still be here." He whispered.

I was no longer able to speak or even think clearly.

I moved a little, trying to get more comfortable. I moved closer to Jimin and rested my head on his hand.

No, I won't get angry.

That was the last thought in my head before falling into a deep sleep.
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I woke up. It was hot. It was a bit light in the room because of the bedside lamp in the corner.

I blinked a couple of times and tried to understand why I was so hot.

I couldn't move. I realized that Jimin was hugging me tightly. And I was drowned in his embrace.

"Jimin." I said softly, squirming in his embrace.

"Mmm?" Jimin moaned in his sleep.

"I'm hot." I giggled. "Let's go to bed. It's not comfortable on this little couch."

"You'll take me to your bed? Isn't that against your rules? That we don't have to overstep our bounds?" Jimin's voice was deep.

"We're not supposed to do anything wrong. Just sleep." I got off the couch as Jimin let me out of his embrace.

"Can I take a shower?" Jimin stood up, looking slightly awake.

"Sure. I'll have everything ready for you in a minute. And I'll try not to fall asleep in the meantime."

I left all the necessary things in the shower and went back to the bedroom.

"You can go to the shower now, I'll change into my nightwear too." I went to the dresser to pick out my nightgown.

"I won't be long." Jimin went into the bathroom.

"You know, you should just keep some of your stuff in here. That's the second time you've tried to sleep here. You would feel more comfortable." I laughed out loud.

"Or you could just move in with me." Jimin shouted.

"Very funny." I yelled back and settled into bed.

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I was lying there in the dark with my eyes closed when I heard Jimin come into the room.

"Are you asleep?" Jimin asked quietly as he lay down next to me.

"Mmm..." I moaned softly. "Not yet."

"Sleep, beautiful. You need your rest."

We turned to each other.

"You, too." I said softly.

Jimin's fingers gently caressed my face. "Fucking shit, the things I'd like to do to you right now."

"I guess I wouldn't mind if you just went ahead and did it." I buried my face in my hands, feeling my cheeks heating up.

"Oh, Y/n, careful what you say. Because I can actually do it and not control myself." He grabbed my hands and pulled them away from my face. "Don't hide your pretty face."

"We should sleep."

"Why? And you're afraid of not controlling yourself?" Jimin chuckled deeply.

"Maybe." I giggled.

That's for sure. I wanted to hug him and kiss his plump, sweet lips.

His closeness always affected me and all I could think about was how much I wanted him.

"Can I at least spoon you?" He asked.

"Maybe you can." I replied after hesitating for a second.

I turned the other way and felt Jimin's arms wrap around me. Our bodies were extremely close together. But I liked it.