I hate you but... I love you| Jimin

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"You are so beautiful. Outside and inside. You have no idea how I feel about you." Jimin whispered.

"Well, you are beautiful too." I giggled.

"Well. There's nothing more beautiful in this world than you." He took my palm and kissed it. "Good night, my dear."

"Good night, my Jimin." I rewarded him with a big smile.
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I was woken up by my ringing phone.

I jumped out of bed and rushed to the table to answer it.

"Hello?" My voice didn't sound energetic.

"Hi, Y/n. Are you up?" It was the main manager of BTS, Minho.

"Yeah." I giggled. "I had a little too much fun yesterday. But I don't have to go to work until the afternoon. What time is it?" I panicked that I had slept too long.

"It's all right. It's only 11 am." Minho chuckled. "I'm calling to ask you to stop by my office before work. I want to talk about our future. We need to talk about extending or canceling the contract when the 3 months are up."

"Oh. Yeah... Okay..." I was a little thrown off my feet. I wasn't ready for this conversation yet. Because I had no answer.

"Of course, if it's okay with you."

"Okay, I'll come to your office, Minho. Sooner or later we have to talk about it. And I understand that if I don't agree to extend the contract, you'll have to find another manager."

"Perfect. I'll be waiting for you. Bye."

"Bye." And we ended the conversation.

I dropped the phone on the table and sat on the edge of the bed.

"Did you talk to Minho?" I heard husky Jimin's voice.

"Mhm." I mumbled.

"And what will your decision be?"

"Actually, I don't know. I haven't thought about it. First I thought about how to endure three months with you since you've behaved tragically towards me. And then, when you started to get on well with me, I didn't think at all about what I was going to do after the trial period." I sighed softly.

"I don't want to let you go. I don't want you to leave me. Please, stay. Work with me, work with BTS." I heard Jimin moving around in the bed, and a moment later I felt him put his arms around me from behind.

"Well, you're definitely behaving better. You're even doing very well. I guess you deserve at least that much for me to stay working with you." As I said this, I wondered if this was really the right thing to do.

"Oh my god, thank you Y/n. But if you don't want to work with me, say so. I don't want to force you to do what you don't want to do." Jimin sat down next to me.

"If I didn't want to I wouldn't do it." I turned and looked at Jimin. "I'm sorry for everything I did and said when I came here last night. I just drank too much. I'm sorry for acting awkward and inappropriate." I felt a little stupid. "I shouldn't even have driven to you in the first place."

"It's all right. I quite liked that side of you. She's much more forgiving of my past mistakes." Jimin giggled. "It's all right, don't worry." He stroked my cheek.

We drowned in each other's eyes.

We didn't even have to say anything. There are probably things we're not ready to say yet. And maybe we never will. But we saw everything in each other's eyes.

"I should be going home now. I have to get ready for work, so I look at least decent." I smiled.

"You always look amazing." Jimin's eyes sparkled.