Always choose you.

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I sat in the bathroom crying, I felt my heart breaking in my chest. I was scrolling through Instagram when I saw Dream post his first picture of his girlfriend, I wanted to hate her. I wanted to despise her with everything I had but I couldn't, she was genuinely amazing.

"Will you please let me in?" Sapnap asked for the third time from outside the door. "No! Go away!" I shouted.

"Y/n...come on now, let me in." I groaned and gave in, unlocking the door. He sat on the floor across from me and closed the door behind him, making sure to lock it. "Talk to me."

"I'm in love with him, idiot! You know this and I hate when she comes here, I hate when they're all lovey right in front of me!" I cried, letting my face fall into my hands, pulling my knees to my chest.

"He told you he loved you before he got with her, you lied and denied it so you're the idiot." Sapnap said, he wrapped his arms around me and pulled me into his lap, playing with my hair while my head rested on his legs. "Yeah because I didn't want to screw anything up." I used my sleeve to wipe my tears away as I sniffled.

"Maybe he's happier with her." I whispered.

"I'm home!" Dreams voice echoed through the house, I sat up trying my best to make myself look presentable. "I don't want him to see me like this." Sapnap creaked the door open, checking if the coast was clear before ushering for me to stand up.

"Run to your room, I'll tell him you're sleeping." I nodded my head, the door opened and I went to run out before running straight into something...or someone. I looked up and locked eyes with his beautiful green ones.

"Hey...what's wrong? You okay?" He didn't wait for me to respond, just pulled me into a hug. "Yeah I'm fine, rough day." My voice was muffled by his chest, he let go and I ignored anything else he had to say and bolted to my room, making sure to lock the door behind me.

*dreams pov*

"What happened?" I asked Sapnap as Y/n's door slammed shut, I heard her lock it from the other side. "You happened." He responded, his words felt like a knife to the chest.

"What the hell did I do?" I questioned. He walked away into his room and I was right on his trail. Before he could shut the door in my face I stopped it with my hand, making him look at me.

"Do you remember when you admitted that you loved Y/n?" He asked, I remember every detail from that night. Every word that was said. The outfit she was wearing. "Of course I do."

"Do you remember her response?"

"That she didn't love me like that.." Saying it out loud felt like heart break all over again. I couldn't think like that, I'm with Lexi now. She makes me happy, fills the void. "You're a damn idiot if you think that was the truth. That girl is in there crying over you, because you went out and found someone else over her. Fix it or I will." And with that he slammed the door in my face. What did he mean by that? Fix it or I will. The thought of Sapnap liking Y/n like that caused a fire to erupt in my chest, thinking about his hands on her in that way made me jealous.

Why was I feeling like this?

I went to my room, closing the door and sitting at my set up. Before I knew it two hours had went by as I stated at my monitor, minecraft open on the screen.

Dream
Hey, Lex. I know this is a horrible thing to do over text. You're great, really you are. But I think I have unresolved feelings for someone else I have to take care of, I'm sorry but we're over.

(My mans hittin her with the break up text all for you, bitch<3)

Setting my phone down on my desk I left it at that. Short and not so sweet. I made my way back to Y/n's bedroom door, slowly turning the handle to see it was now unlocked. She must have forgot to lock it again. When I entered her room she was asleep, cuddled up in her bed with one of my sweatshirts I had given her ages ago. She refuses to wash it, saying the smell of my cologne calms her down. Pieces of hair were falling out of her bun and her eyes were swollen from crying.

"Hey.." I whispered, gently shaking her shoulder. She groaned, turning the other way. "Can I lay with you?"

"Mhm." She hummed, slightly awake. I slid under the covers next to her, carefully putting my arms around her and pulling her into my chest.

"I love you, ya know that?" I asked, playing with her hair. Feeling her arms wrap around me made me feel home. I felt her body tense before her eyes snapped open, jolting her body awake and up right. "What the hell are you doing in here? What about Lexi?! I am not a home wrecker, Dream!" She shouted, smacking me in the shoulder.

"Y/n, I broke up with Lexi because of you. Why didn't you just admit you felt the same?" She relaxed a bit, knowing she wasn't doing anything wrong by laying with me. I pulled her snug against my chest again, never wanting to let her go. "Because then it's real."

"Then let it be real, baby."

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I want to write a sad chapter so bad but I physically cannot let them end sad. I will cry and hate myself.

Do you guys want sad stuff? Let me know what kind of chapters you want and like so I can write enjoyable one shots! Just been going with ideas I come up with lately

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