worth it • rafe cameron

chapter 10

kaylins pov:
looked at rafe and he looked annoyed too. i leaned over and whispered in his ear, "lets make tonight fun." i pulled out a joint and two baggies from my pocket. he smiled and winked at me when we got out of the car.

we followed jj and kie to where the others were and sat down in the sand. i broke the silence and finally said, "so why are we here?" no one responded for a minute.

pope finally said "this is an intervention for you two. honestly, i can't stand you rafe, but kay loves you and you need help just as much as she does. you guys can't keep living like nothing matters."
rafe rolled and eyes and responded, "actually we can." the rest of the pouges looked at me like i was going to back them up. "i'm with rafe on this one" i said as i lit a joint.

i took a drag and so did rafe. "this is what we mean. we're trying to have a conversation with you guys and your just getting stoned" sarah said.

we listened to them go on and on for a while about why we shouldn't be living like we are. we just sat there and listened so they would leave us a alone. my final straw was when jj said, "rafe you got her into this shit and now your dragging her down with you." i stood up. "jj shut the fuck up. i've been doing coke for years this shit isn't rafe's fault. stop assuming and mind your own damn business." i said and rafe laughed and did a slow clap. "yea maybank shut it" he said and i chuckled.

i whispered in his ear, "wanna put on another show?" he smiled and nodded. i looked at all of them and they looked disappointed i straddled rafe and started giving him a lap dance. his hands were on my hips as i grinded against him.

"this is fucking gross you two. we're on a public beach" john b said. the rest of them agreed.

we kept going and started making out. sarah looked away and i pulled off my top, revealing a small bikini top underneath. i stopped kissing him for a second to set up a line of coke along his abs. "hey guys look over here" i said before i snorted the line. rafe laughed and kissed me again. he sat up and laid me onto the ground.

he set up a line on my thigh and in between my tits, he snorted both and we kept making out. "we are going to just pretend your not here, so unless you guys wanna see my tits i'd leave." i said as i turned around.

"you both have a problem. you were depressed last week and now all you wanna do is fuck. get help and then come talk to us." kie said as they all left and got in the twinkie.

rafe and i fucked and then fell asleep on the beach.

tuesday morning:
i woke up on the beach. my head was on top of rafe's chest. it was the first time i had falled asleep in days. i wasn't high, but i was craving coke. i realized what had happened the night before. i decided the hole i dug was too deep to climb out of.

i checked the time and it was 6 am. i woke rafe up "babe wake up" i shook him. he groaned and finally woke up. "baby its early. go back to sleep" he said. "no i have a better idea." i pulled him up and towards the ocean. i pulled off my shirt and shorts and he copied me.

"lets go skinny dipping." i said and rafe smiled. thats exactly what we did. once people started showing up at the beach, we got dressed and headed back to tannyhill. we walked inside and immediately grabbed a joint. i lit it and we both took a drag. "finally" i said as i sighed.

i went and sat down on the couch. rafe came and sat next to me and i put my head on his chest. i was sober enough to finally understand that we needed to talk. "rafe?" he looked down at me and said "yeah?"

"can we talk?" i asked and he replied, "of course, is something wrong?" he sounded concerned. "no, well yes, but it's fine. i just, i think we need to stop getting high. i don't want to but we are just slowly killing ourselves." i said softly. "you want us to get clean?" he asked me.

"yea." i said and he stayed quiet for a few minutes. he sighed and said, "i'll try for you baby, but no promises." i smiled and gave him a kiss.

"babe, you know how much withdrawal sucks right?" i asked him. he nodded, "been through it once. swore to myself never again, but there isn't anything i wouldn't do for you kaylin." he said.

i put my hand on his cheek while he stroked my hair. "we've got this, but someone needs to take our drugs." he nodded and i texted jj:

kaylin:
can you come over??

JJ 🍃:
Sure wsp

kaylin:
nothing i'll just explain when you get here

a few minutes later jj knocked at the door. i let him in and then went and sat on a bar stool. "you guys still fucking around?" he asked. we didn't respond. he shrugged and came and sat next to me. "what do you need kay?"

"i need you to get rid of our coke and weed." i said and rafe nodded in agreement. "are you two getting clean?" jj asked, not buying it. "we're gonna try." rafe said.

i walked over to the cabinet and pulled out like 20 bags of coke and a few bags of weed. "holy shit." jj said. "just get this out of here. if it stays we will just take it again." i said. jj nodded and took the drugs. "good luck guys." he said as he walked out the door.

i went back to sitting next to rafe. "well, step one complete." he said. it was only 6 pm but i was tired. "i'm gonna take a nap." i said and rafe smiled. he gave me a kiss on the fore head. "sweet dreams" he said sarcastically.

i stopped in front of the stairs. "you know i love you, right?" i asked him, genuinely curious. "i know kay, and i love you too." i gave a slight smile as he said that and went upstairs. i got into bed and fell asleep.