OFF LIMITS || JK

I LOVE YOU {29}

Around two or so weeks had passed and Auburn nor I had brought up the text at all.

I desperately wanted to know if she felt uncomfortable about it but she avoided that topic like the plague.

I wasn't sure if that was because she felt uncomfortable at the thought of it possibly having been real or what, but it honestly kinda bothered me.

What if it had been real? I get it hasn't been long since the whole Mark situation but still it hurts a bit. I don't blame her though, I understand.

Today I was going to hang with her and I was planning to bring it up again.

I wanted to know how she felt about it, for real. Obviously it wasn't fine like she had said. I'm sure there was more to it and I wanted to know her thoughts on it.

Grabbing my keys, I text Auburn that I'll be over shortly. I then made my way out to my car and then I was off.

I even stopped to grab some coffees for us. I got my regular and I got Auburn hers.

After I got the coffee, I made my way to Auburn's. When I got there, I headed inside where I saw her and Tae seated on the couch watching some show.

"Hey babe." Auburn grins once she sees me, hopping up to meet me half way.

"Here." I say as I hand the coffee to her. Her smile got even bigger as she took it, taking a sip then wiggling as girls do after finally eating or drinking something they love.

"Thank you! My favorite." Auburn grins as she leans forward and pecks my lips, the taste of her coffee on her lips.

"I know that's why I bought it silly." I smile as I kiss her again.

"Gross." I hear Tae mumble but neither of us pay any mind to his comment.

"Want to go to my room? Then we won't have to worry about some people." Auburn says as she shoot her eyes in her brother's direction.

I nod as I start to follow behind her and up to her bedroom where we can be alone. Definitely the perfect opportunity to bring up the text to her.

"Leave the door open!" Tae's voice yelling Is the last thing I hear before Auburn slams it shut.

"So what do you want to do?" Auburn asks as she leans into me slightly, sipping her coffee as she gets comfy on her bed.

"Actually, there's something specifically that I wanted to talk to you about." I start and Auburn's brows furrow.

"Why so serious? Is it bad?" She asks, now sounding worried. I shake my head instantly.

"No of course not, don't worry. It's just something that's kinda been bothering me a little." I start. "About that text...I know I told you it was a mistake that Namjoon had sent, and that's true of course, but it's about the way you reacted...I just want to know how you felt about it, before you knew it was a mistake I mean..."

Auburn moved up so that she should could look at me better. She then sat down her coffee, turning to face me completely.

"I don't know, I was shocked I guess. Taken back because I hadn't expected something like that so suddenly. I guess I was relieved when you said it was meant for Mel on Tae's phone and not yours." She says, watching my face to see how I would react to what she said.

"Relieved..." I say to myself, not loud enough for her to hear me.

"Does that bother you?" She asks, seeming worried.

"I mean, kinda. I guess it's just like, if it had been real ya know..." I sigh and Auburn is silent for a moment before she speaks.

"Well, is it?"

"Is it what?" I ask and she says back, "Is it real? Do you love me?" I blink, staring at her for a moment.

Her green eyes were watching me, going from my eyes, to my lips, then to my eyes again. Her hair was pulled up but a single strand was falling down in her eyes before she pushed it back behind her ear. She looked gorgeous just like she always did.

Without even giving myself a second to think, my mouth is opening to speak before I can process it.

"Yeah, I think I do."

Auburn stared at me, but she didn't look shocked. If anything, she looked...happy.

Without saying anything, Auburn leaned forward and kissed me, her lips soft against mine.

I didn't question it as I kissed her back, eagerly. I could feel her deepening the kiss and I knew it wasn't gong to be a small peck and done.

Before I knew it, our lips were searching more then just each other's lips, our clothes coming off piece by piece, until there was nothing left.

Then Auburn showed me exactly how she felt too without even having to actually say it.
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Auburn and I laid in her bed, covered by only the blanket.

Her head rested against my bare chest as I ran my fingers up and down her back in a soothing motion.

Auburn moved her head to look at me, her green eyes soft.

"That was amazing. Wow." Is the first thing she says which makes me laugh.

"Well I'm glad you enjoyed it." I say and Auburn smiles at that as she moved forward to peck my lips.

When she pulled back, she leaned her head back on my chest, looking out in front of her as she speaks.

"I'm really lucky to have you, Jungkook. I'm glad things worked out like this. Really, I've never been happier." She says and I can hear the smile in her words.

I kiss the top of her head as I say, "No, I'm lucky to have you. I love you, Auburn."

She snuggled into my chest more as she said back,

"No, I love you more."

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