Snow Leopard (bxb)

Chapter 96- Longing for the Future, Trapped in the Past

Ro's POV

Holy fuck.

That has to be the fucking hottest thing I have ever seen.

'Why thank you.' Ehno grinned in my mind.

I rolled my eyes both internally and externally, wondering how I'd gotten a shift like him. I mean I wasn't complaining, I'd just been given the show of my life (so far anyway), but it did make me think why a kinky jaguar with possessive anger issues was the best fit for me.

'You're not possessive enough, and I know you enjoyed that as much as I did.'

I couldn't deny that I did.

I sighed and looked down at Nobu, cuddled against my chest and sleeping soundly, his lips still a little swollen and puffy, parted in sleep as soft breaths left them, lightly tickling the hairs on my chest.

He looked gorgeous right then, like a little angel with his soft grey halo, his long lashes brushing his cheeks that were still a little rosy from exertion. My bites littered the back of his neck and shoulders, my fingers went to brush over them, making him shiver in his sleep.

I let my head drop to the pillow and stared up at the ceiling, my body kept replaying what had just happened, I heard echoes of his desperate whimpers, his begging, his declaration that he was mine, and to top it off all of the beautiful moans that had escaped his lips. I felt the after-effects of the two intense orgasms, my leg muscles still feeling a little weak and I felt warm despite the cool air in the room and a gentle ache lingered in my stomach and lower half. My now soft cock was overly sensitive, his mouth had felt like heaven around me, so warm and wet, his gentle sucks managing to milk another load out of me, his dazed eyes and soft sounds of enjoyment really did it for me though.

I'd branded him with my scent, which made both Ehno and me quite happy, Nobu's ass was ours, and so was his lips, all of him was completely and entirely ours.

Ehno growled his agreement and I felt a flood of his possessiveness, the intensity of it shocked me, but then again the barrier that separated animal from human was gone, and it made me wonder if Nobu felt Eidolon's emotions as strongly as this.

I could differentiate our feelings, thoughts and emotions for the first time, but they felt so strong and so real I felt closer to Ehno than ever before. His emotions felt like my emotions, his feelings and wishes felt like my own and his thoughts merged with mine. It felt liberating to finally understand him, like a weight lifted off my shoulders, no longer will I experience unexplained anger or an uncontrollable need to bite someone's face off if they even look Nobu's way.

In my younger teenage years I'd been quite rebellious to my adoptive parents but I had never been a violent person, I had been angry and felt alone, so I played up but I never felt the need to take it out on others and I pride myself for that. It did make me feel bad about growling at Felix, I knew he was no threat, he was also my friend, I needed to apologise to him tomorrow.

A mewl distracted me from my thoughts, and I looked over the edge of the bed, seeing Spooks staring up at me. The hand that wasn't holding Nobu's sleeping body against my side lowered and gently scratched Spooks' jaw, earning a purr and I smiled down at our little fur baby. "What's up, sweetheart?" I cooed softly, moving my fingers to her chin and her blue eyes lidded, louder purrs rumbling in her little chest.

She suddenly jumped up onto the bed and buttled my shoulder before climbing up onto the pillow behind my head and settling there and I could feel her warm weight against the top of my head. Guess she wanted to join in on the cuddles, the thought made me chuckle softly.

'I hope Nobu's pregnancy is short' I heard Ehno mumble, more to himself than to me. It was odd hearing his internal thoughts now, but I hoped it would help me understand him better.