tidal (Levi x Reader)

122. mayflower

"Tell me seriously, what is the harm in Historia's plan?"

im confident in her success

i want to support her because it's better for us in the long run

it sounds like the ball is already in motion anyway

"I don't want us to get involved in anything else, I want to protect our happiness," Levi frowned, shifting in his seat. "I already told you that, that's what started this argument."

you-

"You weren't listening to my opinion, that's what started this argument," I retaliated, I could feel myself getting heated up again. "It's not that I don't agree with you-"

i mean i don't but

i appreciate that he's looking out for us

i just think it's shortsighted

"Then what's the issue? Let's not get involved in something that has the potential to hurt our future," he muttered in response.

it's more complicated than that

"So what? You want to just sit here and allow the prince and the first princess to gather their power and succeed the throne?"

you're not stupid levi- you know what would happen then

"Your sister has more than enough power to take over with or without us," Levi sneered. "Our involvement has more potential to harm us than it does to protect us."

stupid

"I thought you were going to listen to me?"

ill just go back to sleep if that isn't the case

"Alright, continue." He sighed loudly, ultimately deciding to shut up and let me speak.

"If Eren takes over the first thing he's going to do is tear me down, you know that."

"I do."

"So then why aren't you in favor of this plan? It has the potential to create a future in which we don't need to worry about any of that. Isn't that the goal?"

or have we not been on the same page this whole time?

"I'm worried Y/N," Levi looked down at his hands, avoiding eye contact with me. "I understand you, but I'm worried."

i'll listen

"Come here," I murmured, patting the spot next to me in bed. "Come here, let's talk."

"Haven't we been doing that the whole time?" Levi chuckled, making his way to the bed.

"No, we've been arguing."

"I hate that."

"Me too."

"I admit it was shitty of me to start accusing your sister of not caring about you, I said that because I was angry, I'm sorry." Levi started, his gaze looked hesitant, "but it's true that it bothers me."

that's fine

"Think whatever you want, Historia has been nothing but nice to me."

"If you forget about all the time she spent not acknowledging your existence."

true

"Couldn't you say the same thing about me? I have younger sisters who I've never spoken to, if Historia is horrible I might just be worse."

i mean- i know how that feels and i've never done anything to change

what cruel world did we grow up in?