Born Again

chapter 10

Felix pov
"Okay stop" I yelled, they have been talking non-stop about things I never heard about"han open your mind for me and give me your hand"i added.
"What I won't do that" he replied shaking his head angrily.

I sight"anyone else?"i asked.
"You can read mine hyung" jeongin said getting up, entering one of their minds to find out about new things would be faster than talking.
"IN, no you can't just open your mind to him. He will see everything you did in your entire life" han said stopping him.
"I know hyung, but I trust him" jeongin smiled at me, then why did you let him put me away for 200 years I thought.
"Do it hyung" he said taking my hand.

I can see everything inside his mind, from when he was a little until now. I saw how he used to watch over me, it is not like I didn't notice him but seeing it from his perspective is different.
By entering his mind like this I can't only see his memories but also feel them as my own, I felt how scared and disappointed he felt toward me. I am really a monster. I saw how sad he was when they were talking about putting me into sleep.i also learned everything about how the world became in my absence. I opened my eyes to find him looking at me with a sad smile.

"The puppy boy is your mate " I asked, he nodded at me excitedly."you should tell him"i added
"I will" he replied.
"Hyung is sorry inie," I said with a small voice getting up running toward my room I closed the door trying to calm down, I felt like I am drowning, seeing  myself from his point of view made me sick, it is like I am seeing my father
"What did I do?" He said clenching my hair before I start sobbing, I don't want them to hear me like this, so I teleported to my favorite place, well it was hyunjin's .years after i killed him i start coming here to clear my head and well cry, it is a cave but inside it there is a lake, it is beautiful. Not many people know about it since it is hidden and the entrance of the cave is scary  so not many people dared to come here, well that does imply to hyunjin though. he was the bravest among all of us at the time, he only showed it to han and me, I remember when we came here for the first time,

Flashback( when they were 13)

"Come on guys, I swear I came here a lot of times.it is safe" he said laughing at us.
"You are out of your mind I don't want to die I am still young" han said clenching into hyunjin shirt,i looked at them sad when hyunjin hugged him.
Hyunjin looked up at me"come here lix"he said opening his arms for me, I run hugging him too.

"Don't worry, hyung will protect you" h said laughing.
"You are only a couple of months older than us" han hit his arm playfully after we pulled apart
"Still older, braver, stronger, smarter and most importantly taller" he said laughing.even when we were young he was a lot taller than us thank God we grow more after thet.
"Hwang, are you making fun of you prince" I said pretending to be angry.
His eyes went wide falling into the ground"please spare my life your highness"he said dramatically, I looked up at han before bursting into laughs.

" come on let's go" hyunjin said getting from the ground.we entered the scary cave I didn't even know when I hugged hyunjin tighter ,me on his left and han at his right.after a couple of minutes we reached the lake, blue light filled the whole place.
"It is beautiful" I said.
"I told you, don't tell anyone about it, let it be our secret place only you me and hanie" he said hugging us both

End of flashback

I smiled at the memory, hyunjin was always by my side he was my best friend, and I let jealousy cloud my judgement and I betrayed him . his broken voice when I run my hand into his chest echoed my mind.
"I am sorry hyunjnie" I cried hard.
"I wish I can have you back I will do anything to have you back, I will give my own life for that I am really sorry jinie" i added.
We were happy and I destroyed everything.

Hyunjin pov

I enter my apartment, seungmin behind me.
"Jinie, who was that, what the hell happened, the others didn't tell me anything" he asked
"I don't understand anything seungmin, all of them are vampires " I said clenching my hair."his name is felix, at first he said he is han's mate, han put him under a sleeping spell for years but after I kissed him he woke up and he told me he is my mate"i added
"You kissed him?" He yelled.
"That's the only thing you heard" I asked rolling my eyes

"Why did han do that to him?" he said
"I don't know, and if I am his mate why didn't han say anything when he met me, I mean if I am Felix's mate and should be han's mate too right," I asked.
"Yes that's right" he nodded at me

"And they kept talking about how Felix killed me or something, and what makes it weirder is I had the same dream when I lost consciousness but this time I saw han and Felix ,Felix was the one who killed. I fell like I am losing my mind seungmin. Both of them look so familiar I am going insane" I said.

"Did you tell them about the dream?" he asked seating beside me.
"No, I need to find out the truth first" I replied.
"Everything will be okay jinie don't worry" he said hugging me.

Jeongin pov

Felix hyung just left the room, the boys looked at each other confused.
"What the hell happened?" han asked
"Nothing " I smiled, I made sure to show Felix some of my emotions and seeing that he felt bad made me happy that he still have some himanity left.i knew our old Felix is there.
"I am going to see seungmin, I didn't have the chance to talk to him earlier" I added.
"Could you please see if hyunjin is okay" han asked
"Sure, what is there address"i asked remembering that I don't know where they live.

I was in front of the door, I am feeling nervous what if he reject me. I knocked on the door with shaky hands.
" jeongin"seungmin said opening the door"what are doing here"he said closing the door behind him.
"Can we talk?" I said.
"Yes, let's go to the roof hyunjin just fell asleep on the couch" he replied.
"Is he okay?" I asked following him to the roof.

"I don't know jeongin, he is confused. Han lied to us too" he said
"So you know that we are vampires" I asked and he nodded"yes , I can't believe that they kept it a secret, I don't blame you since I just met you but I consider han as a friend "
"believe me, there is a lot more you don't know"i murmured.
" what else?"he asked.

"I don't think that I should tell you ,han hyung will get angry at me" I replied.
"Please jeongin, I know we just met but I want to know" he said taking my hands making me blush.
"I...i " he looked at me with hopeful eyes I took a deep breath"well Felix is actually lee Felix the missing vampire king and my brother han is his mate and the current king"i said with one breath,

"Wow, but if han and hyunjin are felix's mates. Why didn't han tell hyunjin that he is his mate?" he said shocked letting go of my hands
"Because they are not Seungmin it is not my place to tell you the whole story,but please don't tell hyunjin yet I am sure han or Felix hyung will tell him everything promise me" I said.
"I don't even know the whole story but I am telling hyunjin about han being the king, I can't lie to him" he replied

"I understand, actually I came here to tell you something" I said scratching my head.
"Yes , sure " he replied.
"I... You... You are my mate please don't reject me I waited 500 years for you " I said panicking.
"Jeongin relax, I won't do that.let's just get to know each other first" he replied.
"Really" I said jumping

"Yes I kind of have a little crush on you" he answered
"I know I heard you when you told han hyung and hyunjin, I just thought you will change your mind after finding out that I am a vampire" I told him he looked at me with wide eyes"this
embarrassing"he murmured

"It is not, can I hug you?"i asked.
"Yes "he replied i hugged him tight .
"Did you really wait 500 years for me"he said.
"Yes i did and it was worth the wait"i said back....