Born Again

chapter 11

Minho pov

"I think we should go and check on Felix" I said standing up my mates following me.
"Han" I said to the boy who still seating on the couch.
"I am not going," he said waving his hand. I send him a glare before I start heading toward Felix's room.
I know Felix had done a lot of bad things, from killing hyunjin to turning me against my will.
it is not my place to forgive him for killing hyunjin but I already forgave him do turning me, for the first couple of years I was depressed. I didn't want to live forever alone, I mean I lost my parents when I was a baby, but my uncle and his wife took care of me. Well his wife did, felix's mom was a nice lady she treated me as her own son, the old felix was just like her sweet innocent, full of life sure he kept telling me how jealous he is of han and hyunjin's relationship but I would never imagine that he will kill his friend, it is like when he turned into a vampire a part of his humanity was lost. My uncle on the other hand was a cruel man everyone knew that, I didn't really get close to him.

I stood in front of felix's room,I glanced at my mates who were behind me,  I smiled without realising. now  I am thankful that Felix turned me at least I have my soulmates with me.
"Minie, why are smiling?" Asked chan showing his dimples.
"Nothing, thank you for being a part of my life guys" I said hugging them.
"Omg, he hugged us. Are you dying?" Asked changbin laughing.
I love both of them, but I am not good at showing my emotions.
"Shut up" I playfully hit his shoulder.
I turned back to the door knocking on it.

"Felix" I said, but no one answered"guys, I don't feel a presence inside the room"i added.
"Me too" chan said nodding.
"Shit, where did he go?" I asked panicking running downstairs.
"Han, he is not here" I said entering the room.
"What do you mean he is not here?" He asked jumping from his seat.
"I mean He is not in the fucking room, are you stupid?" I yelled at him,I am sure my eyes had turned red from anger,i start shaking.

"Hyung, please calm down" said changbin back hugging me.i leaned into his touch.
"Listen minho hyung, you know how much I respect you. But you need to understand that you agreed to the plan to put the spell on Felix, So stop fucking blaming me" he yelled the last part.
"It was a mistake, I should have never agreed to that. When Felix needed us most we turned out backs on him, for years we ignored him and then put him into a coffin. We made him even worse " I replied.

"Worse" han said laughing "he is a fucking monster, even after he killed hyunjin, my mate his best friend at that moment he should have realised that he should stop yet all he did was kill and torture more people. It is not only me who hates him this whole kingdom does.he is a monster just like his father" he yelled, that's it I saw red I run toward him punching him hard in the face making him hit the wall.
"Minho, stop" chan and changbin stop in front of me, while han stood up from the ground.

"I understand that he killed hyunjin and you are angry about that. But whether you like it or not he is your mate now" I said pointing my finger toward him
"Don't ever compare him to his father again,they are not the same he messed up, if we stayed by his side then nothing would have happened, we could have our old Felix back." I added.
"Do you hear yourself, he killed my fucking mate. What did you want me to do, live the rest of my life as if nothing happened. I am already disgusted with myself for having feelings toward him because of this stupid mate bond, but I will never cheat on hyunjin" he said tears streaming from his eyes and falling to the ground.
My eyes softened passing my mates to hug the boy who was on the floor.

"Hyung, you don't even know how hard it is. Felix made my life a living hell. My bond tells me to just forgot about hyunjin and be with Felix while my heart is forever for hyunjin, for years I have been suffering." He cried hard into my arms.
"I know han, I am sorry I could never understand how are you feeling.but remember the old felix, the one who always stood by your side, the sweet boy who cried every day knowing that you could never love him back. I know what he did is not acceptable. He was jealous confused, you know how hard for us to control our emotions, when we turn our emotions became even worse,I think because felix is the first vampire it is even worse for him ,the old Felix will sacrifice his life for you and for hyunjin and you know that" I told him caressing his hair.

"I... I am sorry I can't hyung... I just can't forgive him for killing hyunjin... I can't" he said standing up running from the room.
I sight standing up
"Minho, give him time" chan said.
"I hope he understands that he should move on it is been 500 years, what he is doing won't get hyunjin back to life" I replied.

Han pov
It is not easy to forget hyunjin and just forgive felix for killing him. I just can't do that.
I am battling with my emotions every day for the past 500 years part of me loves felix and wants to forgive him while the other hates him.
Every time I think about giving him a chance I remember the pain I felt when I saw hyunjin's lifeless body in my arms, I remember how shocked and confused he was when felix killed him. I remember how happy he was when he saw felix not knowing that he will kill him. Hyunjin didn't get the chance to live happily, so neither will felix. even if it means that I am going to suffer too. I will never cheat on hyunjin. I didn't protect my hyunjin but I will protect this hyunjin,Felix is a monster the old one is dead.
I was so angry that I didn't realise that I reached the beach,
"I hate you felix" I screamed my lungs out falling to the ground.

Suddenly my phone starts ringing,I pulled out to see jeongin calling me.
"Hey, is hyunjin okay?" I asked.
"I didn't see him, I talked with seungmin he said he is confused with what's happening. Hyung you should talk to him he needs to know everything" he replied
"Believe me, I will and I will make sure that he stays away from felix" I said angrily.
"Hyung, he is his mate you can't do that"jeongin said.
" you too IN, why everyone is forgetting about what he did. He doesn't deserve hyunjin. And do you really think he will accept him, he is just obsessed with me it is a matter of time before he kills this hyunjin too, but I won't let him not again"i yelled at jeongin.
"Hyung..."
"No jeongin, stop it" I screamed at him I took a deep breath calming myself.
"Inie, I am sorry but stay out of this" I added.
"I understand" he said with a small voice.
"Did you tell seungmin about the mate thing?" I asked trying to change the topic.
"I did, he said he wants to get to know each other first" he replied.
"Well, that's nice he better not hurt my little brother or I will hurt him back' teased him.
" stop hyung I don't need your protection anymore"he whined from the phone.
"You will always be my little brother who needs my protection" I told him
"Sure btw I told seungmin about who felix's is and that you are the current king, but he is going to tell hyunjin he said he hated lying to him" he said.
"Damn it I wanted to tell him first" I replied.
"There are other secrets, you have plenty of things to explain " he said.
"True, I hope he forgives me though" I replied.....