****EMMIS POV****
At home//
I ran inside and went to my moms bathroom, I searched in the trash can for the razor. I was doing it again. I started crying. I cut my wrist, the blood dripped down, on my leg. It felt good, but I knew it would disappoint my mom and dad. I cut again. More blood dripped down.
"Emmi I need to pee!!" Gavin screamed
"Okay hold on! I- threw up. And I'm cleaning myself up!" I made a coughing noise,
"Oh! I'll get mommy." Gavin said
Before I could say anything he ran to get mom.
I got paper towels and a wash rag, I got it wet and washed the blood off my leg and off my wrist. I got some band-aids put them on my 2 long cuts. I put the razor in my pocket. I had to go to extreme, I didn't want to get caught, so I put my fingers down my throat to make me throw up. I watched a video on Kaylis channel, where she had an Eating disorder and it made you throw up. This could cure my fat! I threw up on my clothes and the floor. I was disgusted. Which made me throw up more but I could make it to the toilet. I opened the door and mom was outside the door."in sorry mommy, I couldn't make it to the bathroom." I cried. "Baby girl, it's okay. Shay!! Can you come clean this up? Well I give her a bath?" Mom screamed "Sure." Dad turned on the camera "So babytard is sick she just threw up everywhere. Gross!!! But anyways they vlog might be late. Sorry!" Dad said. Mom held my hand and brought me to the upstairs bathroom. "Emmi, take your clothes off so I can put them in the laundry." She said I took off my clothes and got in the tub. "Emmi don't you want to take off your band-aids?"
"No" I said
"Why not" Mom said
"Because I said no" I said
"Okay..." She said confused. I got clean, and she dried me off. She out me in clean PJS and sent me on my way.
"TIME TO START SCHOOL!!" Mom screamed setting up our brand new laptops. We did school for 3 hours. Gavin finished first then me then Avia.
We all went outside because it was snowing, we got on our sleds. Dad vlogged us. "Avia! Can I sled-" Brock was cut off by mom. "LUNCH!" Mom screamed.
It was sandwiches, I really didn't want to eat it. But I had to, I'll just go throw it up after. I ate the sandwhich, slowly. "In going to use the restroom." I said "okay hurry up we're going to do movie night!" Dad said
I went to the bathroom and made my self throw up. It all came out at once and it hurt. Im guessing Brock heard me. "Emmi you okay?" Brock said "Yeah! In totally fine." I screamed, I got my razor and cut my fat thighs and wrists. My cutting was getting worse every second. I stopped feeling pain. They got longer. I got big band-aids and put them on my thighs and wrists. I pulled my pants on and left. I felt good.
"I'm going to go change into my pjs." I said. I went in to my room and changed.
****COLETTES POV****
Emmi has been acting weird since this morning. I decided to talk to her. "Shay, I'll be right back." I said *knock knock*
"Emmi, can I come in?" I calmly said
"Come on in mommy!" Emmi said
I sat on her bed and hugged her. "Emmi, you seem different since this morning. Are you okay?" I asked
"I'm fine, seriously I am." I gave her a great big smile.
"It's Friday isn't it!? And it's movie night! Come on!" Emmi screamed
We walked out.
"Emmi, Lexi is calling." Dad said
***EMMIS POV***
"Thanks Dad." I said
"Hey Lexi what's up?"
"Hey Emmi! I was wondering if you wanted to spend the night I really miss you!" Lexi said.
"Sure! I'll be over really soon."
"Mommy, Lexi invited me to spend the night could I go?" I said
"Uhm sure. One night. Go pack." Mom said
Lexi lives right across the street from the gas station and behind train tracks. Lexi isn't rich at all, she sleeps on a mattress and doesn't get dinner every night, her dad is an alcoholic, but whenever I come over he is the nicest person ever.
I packed clothes for tomorrow, money, and pjs and tooth brush.
Dad drove me to her house and gave me my lady bug phone which calls home and 911.
I knocked on the door and her dad answered it. "Hey *hiccup* Emmi, what's up?" He touched my butt and made me very uncomfortable. "I'm sleeping over." I smiled running to Lexis small room with a mattress and dresser.
"Can we go to the gas station I need something's." I said
"Sure! What do you need?"
"I need razors... I threw mine away when I was cleaning." I said. We got ours shoes on and walked across the street. I bought 2 packs of 4 each razor had 3 blades that's 27 blades (CHECK ME IF IM WRONG) "thanks lets go in really tired." I said "I agree" Lexi said
We both can't fit on her "bed" so we sleep on the couch. We fell asleep. All of a sudden I feel a hand go down my pants. It's her dad. He turns me around and starts kissing me. I know exactly what's happening, if i don't get out out of this something bad could happen. I shove him away and run to her bedroom, "STOP DONT TOUCH ME! IN 11 YEARS OLD YOUR WAY OLDER!" I get my ladybug phone and click the home button. Her dad comes back and grabs my waist and starts touching areas. "STOP! LEXI!!" I screamed I bit his hand and shoved my self outside.
"DAD! Please pick me up! I can't sleep."
"Wha-why-okay, I'll be there in 5" dad hung up and I just waited outside. I cried. I stopped crying so looked normal.
****SHAYS POV****
I'm really tired and confused, Emmi always can sleep over at anyone's house especially Lexi, they are best friends. I pull up to there house and I see Emmi, waiting outside. She runs into the car. "Bye Tetch!" I scream waving by at her dad.
"Dad please leave. I'm really tired." Emmi said looking like she was gonna cry.
"Emmi, are you okay? What happened? I say
"Nothing happened, I just got really home sick." She said.
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