Emmi [ COMPLETED ]

My story.

****EMMIS POV****
I wake up in my parents bedroom, with Zeke laying in the floor.
"Emmi, you awake, you need to take this medicine," Mom says handing me the medicine. It was now daylight and it looked like mom had been crying. I felt terrible.
"Mom, I have to go to the bathroom." I said
"Okay Emmi." Mom says, she helps me up and walks me to the toilet and leaves.
I get down on my knees and hands and make myself throw up. It felt good. I didn't want the medicine in me. I got up and flushed the toilet, I open the door and there is mom sleeping on the bed. I walk over to the bed and lay down next to her. I fall asleep. I felt super safe, knowing mom was there.
****AVIAS POV****
I'm 14 now and I'm able to walk places because of my little Nokia phone it's a flip, nothing fancy.
I feel really bad because of what Tabitha did to Emmi. It's her fault that Emmi is in this position. No it's not "its my fault." I said. "No it's not my fault! I just told Tabitha what happened, she flipped out and hurt her." I cried. I had a lot of anger built up on me. Tabitha only live like two blocks from us. She has never been over. But I used to go over all the time. Tabitha lives in a kinda nice house smaller then ours. Nothing fancy. "I hate her." I say to myself.
"Dad in going to Tabithas." I screamed running out of the house. I grab my bike and ride down to her house. I bike to her house and her parents aren't home. Tabitha is dating this really buff guy. I slam the door open to see them eating each other. I grab Tabitha "WHY WOULD YOU HURT MY SISTER! SHE ALMOST KILLED HERSELF BECAUSE OF YOU!" I screamed
"Aw the poor baby. She is only looking for attention. She is just a little brat." She says. I couldn't take it. I dropped my phone and it must of called dad. I started punching her as hard as I could. The tears were rushing out of my eyes. "YOU LITTLE BITCH!" Tabithas boyfriend screams ripping me off of her. I don't know what I was thinking. He pushed me to the ground and started hitting and kicking me. "AH GOD HELP IM SORRY!" I screamed Tabitha joined in but i knew her hair was something she loved so I pulled her hair so hard she fell. Her boyfriend was in shock so it gave me time to get up. I hit her boyfriend. And he hit me back. Tabitha got up and her face was all red. Tabitha pushed me down. And came over at me with a chair. She whacked the chair across me. Just then my dad comes rushing in. Yanking Tabitha off of me. I can't see anything "WHAT WERE YOU THINKING YOU UN GRATEFUL BITCH!" I hear my dad scream. He picks me up and we walk out. I have blood rushing out my nose. "How-" I can't even get out. "You called me and I heard screaming and what sounded like hitting so I rushed over to Tabithas. To find out what was going on." Dad says basically screaming. "I'm sorry I didn't come talk to you sooner. I felt terrible and like I needed to get my anger out, I felt like Emmis suicide attempt was my fault." I cried. Dad stopped the car in the drive way. "It wasn't your fault, it was Tabitha. It all went to Emmis head, she couldn't take it so she just wanted to end it." Dad said hugging me. We walked out and mom was waiting for me. I started to get dizzy. And fell to the ground. "Honey, we have been to the ER to much, let's just put her in the couch and see how she feels." Mom says. Dad carrys me over and lays me next to Emmi and she wakes up.
****EMMIS POV****
I wake up with dad putting Avia next to me. I get out of bed and put on some clothes. It's around 3:30 and I notice we haven't put up a vlog or told anyone anything. I decided to share my story. I make a YouTube channel. I'm not old enough so I use Avias birthday. Mom and dad are dealing with Avia so it was a perfect time. I turn on the camera and sit down. I don't bother doing my hair. I look like I was literally hit by a truck.
"Hey guys it's Emmi, and I don't know how your going react but I just want you to know if you get bullied, your not alone. I get physically beat up. My parents brought us all out of school, because of me. My bully was Avias best friend. She beat me up. At least 3 times that's why you dont see me in the vlog *points to black eye* she gave me this, and all these bruises on my face. She scared me a lot. I never told any one because in pretty sure they already knew. Then I was on Instagram. Looking up how to deal with bullies. One of the things that came up was DONT self harm.
That's what i did. I would go and cut my self everyday. Every time I would get yelled at or scared or had a bad day. The cutting started to get worse, longer and deeper. Then some really worse things happen. I'm not going to say what but one thing lead to another and I was making a note *holds up note to the camera on the laptop.* this was a death letter. I was going to kill myself. I was going to drug overdose but then Avia heard me. She fought me for the bottle. And it spilled I got one down my throat, then mom came and stopped me. I'm so glad that Avia came and saved me. I'm very blessed to have her in my life and as a sister. In glad you stuck around with me." I said in the camera shaking and crying. I stopped the recording and put "Emmi Butler, my story." And I clicked upload. It took 20 min till people started watching it.

"DINNER TIME!!" Mom screamed at us. Well all got to table and prayed. We are steak it was so good but I didn't want to finish eating it. "May I use the restroom." I said, dad nodded. I walked to the closets bathroom and. Locked the door and sat on the ground, the threw up 3 times. I could feel myself getting skinner. I weighed myself and it said '63.2' for an 11 year old that's to little. I felt good so I threw up one more time cause why not. So I did when I walked out of the room and my family was surrounding my dads phone. "Uh hi." I said. Mom came to me hugging me. "EMMI BUTLER YOU HAVE TO TAKE THIS DOWN NOW! THIS IS GOING TO RUIN US!" Dad screamed with tears coming down his face. I looked at mom and i ran to my room. I went on my laptop and looked at the comments.