Emmi [ COMPLETED ]

School

****EMMI POV****
I woke up and I went downstairs. "Mom, dad. I'm really sorry for last night." I said sitting down. "It's okay, but your still grounded." Dad said getting up and hugging me.
That was easy, I thought to myself. I got up and Brock was in my room on my bed reading my journal. "BROCK!!" I screamed. Brock looked up at me and ran at out of my room with my diary. I quickly ran "BROCK COME BACK!" I screamed. Brock ran into the bathroom and locked the door. He started reading it out loud. "Today i started dating this guy named Zayn! My parents would totally hate him! He does drugs, smokes, has sex. So I'm not telling mom, if they love me they will love him to. " Brock read out loud. "BROCK I SWEAR TO GOD WHEN I GET IN THERE!" I screamed banging in the door. "THIS IS A GOOD ONE!" Brock screamed. I knew which one he was going to say. "Today me and Zayn made out for about 20 minutes, he wanted to go-" "BROCK STOP!! IM GOING TO KILL YOU! I WILL GET A FREAKING SHARP KNIFE AND STAB YOU!" I screamed about to break down the door. "ZAYN WANTED TO HAVE SEX! I WAS THINKING ABOUT IT! I DIDNT WANT HIM TO BREAK UP WITH ME SO I SAID." Just then I got a knife and stabbed it through the door. "EMMI!" Mom screamed. "GIVE ME BACK MY DIARY YOU LITTLE SHIT HEAD!" I screamed. Mom sat me down on the couch and dad came in. He pulled the knife out and made Brock come out. "I HATE YOU! YOU READ MY PRIVACY I FEEL LIKE I CANT DO ANYTHING WITH OUT YOU!" I screamed. I pushed Brock into the floor and grabbed my diary and ran to my room. I slammed the door. I heard Brock crying "SHE HURT ME!" He screamed. I sat on my bed crying. I ripped out the everypaper in my diary. I had nothing to hide. He could use anything against me. I went to my bathroom and cut my wrists some more.
About 3 hours later I went out of my room my parents where making dinner. "Did you hear any of that?" I said. "No, but Brock told us." Dad said. "I'm very ashamed of you." Mom said. "Your supposed to save yourself until marriage." Dad said. "Well i was scared, I was pressured and I felt like it was the only option, I didn't want him to break up with me, we used protection." I said. "We know it's hard, your growing up you want to as we seem to call it rebel against us, but you have to take the right path." Mom said hugging me.
I went into my room and watched Netflix, my parents allowed me to get and a TV in my room. They got me the one we have in the living room. It's huge. I looked on the calendar first day of school tomorrow! "Oh shit." I said "no school! Ugh why!" I said Punching my bed. I better get in the shower. I looked at myself in the mirror and just started crying. Oh boy did I want to be perfect. (This part might be gross to some of you guys!!) I got in the shower and washed my body. "Perfect! Perfect, why can you be fucking perfect?" I screamed in my head. I took my blade and carved out perfect on my arm. I cried. I sat there in the shower and cried. The stinging sensation on my arm was terrible. What did I just do? I'm going to have to wear long sleeves for the rest of my life. I got out of the shower and got in pjs and layed in my bed.
*knock knock*
"Hey sissy!" Dayton said running to my bed. "Hey buddy!" I said picking him up. I layed him next to me and we watched tv. "I love you sissy." Daxton said. Daxton fell asleep in my arms. I looked at the clock and it read 9:30 bed time. I carried Daxton to his room and put him in his bed. "I love you to buddy." I said.

***NEXT DAY***
"First day of school first day of school!" Dad came in my room chanting with the camera. I put my hand over the lens "haha dad!!" I laughed I yawned and got out of bed. I put on a shirt with a smile face that was frowning, it was longed sleeves. Oh yeah mom and dad put me back in school because I did my middle school years online. They wanted me to go back and I agreed. Mom drove me "have a good day baby." Mom said kissing me. I walked out and I stood there I took a breathe. I walked to the school. I went inside and I saw Tabitha. "Oh my god. Is that fatty Emmi? I heard she tried to kill herself like 4 times. It's probably for the better." She laughed then left by hitting me. I didn't cry. I just remembered I'm better then her. I went to my 1st 2nd 3rd 4th 5th then lunch. Tabitha was in my lunch. I just ignored her. I sat by myself, I started thinking about my arm. "I'm perfect." I thought to myself it made me smile. First time in a while I made MYSELF
Smile.
"Look Fatty is sitting by herself. Know one likes her. She is to big of a slut. Sleeping with guys. I think one was named Zayn..." She said
"How did you find out!?" I screamed standing up.
"So you did? Haha slut." Tabitha screamed
"HOW DID YOU FIND OUT?" I screamed.
"Your brother. It's not that hard to bribe him. He took candy. He spilled like a toddle spilling a drink." She said.
"Well, look who is Talking, you have slept with every guy in elementary school! No one needs your slutty ass here." I screamed. She pushed me down. And my arm showed.
"HAHA SHE CUTS HERSELF! SHE CARVED PERFECT IN HER ARM! Your far from perfect. Your just a big ass slut. That pays dude to sleep with you." She took a picture of me on the ground. I stood up and grabbed her phone and threw it on the ground. "What the FUCK!?" She screamed. "AHHH" I screamed I dropped my stuff and ran. I ran straight out of the school. She stopped chasing me. Then my phone started blowing up. I went to my house. My parents weren't home. I cut and cut and cut my wrists, sides. I was done. I could end it all right there but I didn't. I need to call mom. I cleaned up the blood. And my wrists and sides. I called mom and she said she was on her way. I stayed by the front door pacing. She opened the door and I looked at her started crying and hugged her. I bawled.
"Why am I suck a screw up!?" I screamed