365 Days Contract [EDITING]

Chapter 4

"Are you satisfied now?" nanggigigil na tanong ko pagkatapos kainin lahat ng pagkain.

I honestly wanted to cry so bad. I tried to stop eating, but I couldn't. I ended up eating all the food. Baka tumaba ako. I am so strict with my diet and now...I just eat all that food.

"Tangina mo talaga..." I cursed at him.

Kasalanan naman niya talaga! Kung hindi niya sana pinakita 'tong masasarap na pagkain ay hindi ako kakain. It's all his fault!

I ended up sobbing. Hindi ko alam kung bakit ako umiiyak. I just wanted to do it.

"What? Why..."

Tumayo ako mula sa pagkakaupo sa hita niya.

"What, why mo mukha mo." I sobbed harder. Hindi ko alam kung bakit ako naiiyak. Gusto kong magwala na ewan.

"I want to punch you so bad." I glared at him.

"Why are you so angry after you eat all the food?"

Kumunot ang noo niya. He looked so confused. Tumayo siya mula sa swivel chair at inayos ang pinagkainan ko.

Nag-alab ang dibdib ko sa galit. What the fuck is wrong with me?

"That's the reason why I'm angry." umiyak ako lalo. "I'm going to get fat. I won't be able to wear all of my clothes. You fucker!"

"What?!" natigil siya sa pag-aayos ng lamesa niya at natawa.

"I am already fucking stressed and almost depressed here and you're fucking laughing?!"

I was breathing heavily. Inis na inis ako sa mukha niya. I wanted to remove all his teeth. Ewan ko lang kung makatawa pa siya kung wala na siyang ngipin!

But he's rich. He could get a very good teeth replacement.

"B-Bakit kasi nauso ang pustiso?" I hiccuped because of too much crying.

My thoughts were absurd. Pero kahit walang kwenta ang mga iniisip ko ay ang bigat pa rin sa dibdib.

Why the fuck am I crying over imaging him without teeth and getting dentures?!

"Are you really crying because you think you will get fat and won't be able to wear your clothes? Really?" pinigilan niyang matawa.

"Why are you laughing? It's making me angry." I wiped my tears.

After he finished cleaning his table, he stepped closer to me. He opened his arms and gave me a warm hug. I don't know but it really helps to calm me down.

"There, there..." he tapped me on my back. "Why are you so sad about getting fat?" his voice was soothing.

"Because I can't wear my clothes. I worked so hard to get all of that." I sobbed again.

"Is that all? I'll buy you new clothes if you get fat. Name what you want. Chanel? Prada? Louis Vuitton? Dior? Or all?"

I pushed him. Nagalit ako bigla. I suddenly don't want him to touch me. Nabwibwisit ako sa 'di malamang dahilan.

"Fuck off, Morgan. Don't touch me. I'm going to work!"

I stormed out of his office. I promise to myself that I won't be going in there anymore. I don't want to see him. He's getting on my nerves without any reason. This is the very first time it happened to me. Siguro ay dahil ngayon ko lang naranasan na makausap ulit ang isang one-night stand dati. I don't usually meet and talk with my previous one-night stands.

Every day, I tried my best to avoid him. Akala ko ay hindi siya madalas dito, pero halos oras-oras ko siyang nakikita.

Kapag naririnig kong papalapit na siya ay nagtatago ako sa ilalim ng lamesa ko. Sometimes, I ran to the comfort room and hide inside. Madalas ay ginagawa ko ring pangharang si Neil sa akin.