All I've ever wanted

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Camila POV:

We're in his bedroom right now in utter silence.

We arrived ten minutes ago, the whole crew is down stairs setting up beer pong tables and all the drinks for Melanies birthday party tonight. I hear music from under the door and people laughing.

My heart starts to beat at a fast pace when he shuffles his feet and sits down on his bed. I stay rooted at my spot near his desk.

His room is pretty decent in size being the captain of the basketball team. Dark grey covers the walls and black sheets. Sebastian gets the master bedroom and a rather large shower and closet for a college student. He has a massive king size bed for his 6'5 height, two night stands, a dresser with the tv above, a skateboard leaning against his desk in the corner of his room. He even has a book shelf with books inside, I'm impressed. It's actually clean too. A shirt thrown on his bed is the only messy thing. I wonder how many girls he's brought in here because he's got quite the reputation now.

I furrow my eyebrows in disgust and shake off the thoughts because I don't want to think about that right now.

It's too quiet in here. I shuffle from one leg to the other from how awkward it is. We haven't been alone together since the second night on the cruise three years ago.

He clears his throat noticing my uncomfortable state, "thanks for coming, I really need to talk to you" he grabs an invisible dust off his bed.

He's nervous.

I sigh loudly "okay this is weird just spit it out." Getting rather annoyed from all the tension in the air.

I sit down next to him on the bed and we turn to face each other locking knees. I gulp.

"I think we should be friends. Real friends. Liam is going to ask Melanie to marry him this weekend on the trip, and we're always going to be in each others lives no matter what. He asked me to talk to you because it's important for them."

Marriage? Wait what?

"He's proposing?"

"Yeah, he was going to talk to you about it but he knows how close you two are and he hasn't had the chance since she's always there with you guys."

"Wow" I raise my eyebrows and smile in disbelief.

"It's really happening that's insane... I always thought it would be me first" I mumble to myself but I think he heard it because he's looking at me all pensive like.

I shake my head and ask "what does this have to do with us? We've been fine."

He scoffs " I don't really think insulting each other every chance we get is fine" sighing "actually it's kind of time to just get over it. We fucked three years ago. Why does it still matter now?"

The audacity this guy has.

Maybe because I was pregnant with your baby and I didn't know?

Fuck now I'm getting angry and I don't want to do this on Melanie's day. I stand up and start pacing to relief off the anger inside of me before I blurt out something I regret.

"Look we've both have been with other people I don't understand the big deal" he stands up and mimics my actions.

I stop in place. " you're right. It was nothing and we'll be friends. Whatever makes people happy right? I gotta go" I start to walk away and he stops me blocking his door.

"What are you not telling me? Why do you hate me so much? I'm sorry I hurt your feelings okay I didn't know you actually liked me for real. We were single. Get. over. It." He says angrily looking down at me with disgust.