All I've ever wanted

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Sebastian POV:

The party is in full swing, we've never had so many people here before.

I guess people are excited for our new season beginning as much as we are.

Im sitting on the couch watching Sean and Bren roll blunts, waiting for Camila to arrive with Melanie.

These past two weeks since the proposal, we've been talking more than usual. Hanging out and just enjoying each others company. We're friends and being friends feels good.

She hasn't came over to the house since our last party and I blame Sean. He made her feel awkward about what happened and I made him apologize to her because she's our friend and he needs to respect her.

He's already hooked up with multiple girls since. Almost every other day he's been bringing different girls over in the morning and at night. I have a feeling he liked Camila and is trying to take fuck her out of his system. I would know because I've done that since I met her. Except this time, I haven't slept with anyone in three weeks. And trust me that's fucking hard.

I've never had to jerk off so much in my life but I'm trying to change here. I want to be better for her. Even if she doesn't notice or hooks up with someone else, I want her. I'll always want her.

Sean on the other hand, is dumb because I know it's not going to work. But to each their own right?

Two Jersey chasers decide to sit next to me and It takes all of me to not give them a face of disgust. I don't like these girls. They're annoying and can't hold a conversation for more than two minutes without wanting to suck you off. I mean yeah that's great if you just want a lay but they probably carry diseases.

And I know what you're thinking, aren't you gross from fucking lots of girls?

Well no I'm not. Im lucky I'm clean. I've always used a condom with the exception of Camila, and I don't eat girls out. I'm a selfish motherfucker. It's in and out. I barely kiss them too. I don't waste time or bother to solidify a connection. So maybe I am sort of like Sean in a way but I don't want to be.

"Hey Sebastian, we're so excited to watch you play" one of the girls says and they start giggling.

Giggling.

Did I say something? I'm confused.

Don't get me wrong they are pretty. Blonde hair, big boobs, tiny waist. However, they have no brain and wear way too much makeup. I like my girls real and intelligent.

If you can't have an intellectual conversation then what's the point?

Thank god I've never made any of them pregnant.

Or anyone.

"You're look hot in your Jersey" the other one says.

"It does things to me"

"To us"

I haven't even said a word. What the fuck.

I take out my phone and notice it's eleven. Where is she?

I get up and leave those crazy chicks and go look for Camila.

When I walk into the living room, I pause. She's dancing on the table with Penelope and Lexie and all I can look at is her.

Her hair is down in soft waves, her all black outfit, which coincidentally matches mine. We always wear the same colors. She looks exquisite. She notices me staring at her and smiles.

Oh god that smile.

I smile back and walk towards her.

"Amigo!!" She laughs and tries to get down from the table.