All I've ever wanted

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Sebastian POV:

My heart breaks with the sight that's in front of me. When Camila is hurting, I'm hurting. And right now I know she's trying her best to hide her emotions but I can read her like an open book.

Panic attacks are brutal. I use to suffer a lot from panic attacks from a very early age. No one was there to help me through it except myself. So I'm doing everything I can right now to give her what no one could give to me then.

I put candles all around the bathtub. I have the master bedroom so my bathroom is pretty big. My tub is not the standard size, it's like a jacuzzi. I put a vanilla soap bomb that creates bubbles and a lavender oil to soothe her muscles and mine from the game.

I grab my phone to link it to my speakers in my room to drown out the party going on down stairs.

She's insane thinking I'll leave her to go party when I didn't even want to. I mean yeah it's a fucking great win but being with my girl already feels like I won.

I put on a soft r & b playlist I have and go back to my room to get her. She's still sitting down with her hands in her face and elbows on her knees.

My Bella. Seeing her breakdown earlier in my car broke my heart. I don't ever want to see her in pain especially when you can't control it.

Those fucking girls pissed me the fuck off too. I fucked them once and that was freshman year trying to get over Camila. They were a shitty lay and I'm surprised they're sting hung up on it. The only girl I want is the one right here with me in my room.

I bend down and remove her converse to the side. I take off her socks and start unzipping her jeans. I have her walk with me to the bathroom and take off the Jersey, which definitely won't be the last time of her wearing it. It was made for her.

She's left in a white bralette and white thong. If it was any other moment I would devour her, however she needs more than that right now.

"Do you need to use the bathroom before getting in?" She shakes her head and proceeds to take off her bralette but I stop her and take over because I want to take care of her. I bend down and put my hands on her waist and slide her thong down. I grab her hands and help her go in and I follow suit taking off my boxers.

The water is boiling hot because that's how she likes it so I hide my pain by biting my lip and get in. Anything for my Bella.

I lay down against the tub and pull her to me so her back is on my chest.

I start rubbing softly on her stomach and she feels nice and soft.
Warm.

"I like taking baths with you" I tell her. "Does it feel nice for you baby?" And I kiss the back of her head.

She hums softly out of appreciation. "It's wonderful Sebastian. Thank you." She grabs my hands and puts them back on her stomach.

"Anything for you baby" I close my eyes and continue moving my hands on her stomach, back and forth.

This feels serene and peaceful. It's quiet, none of us are talking but the beautiful soothing music in the background. It's a comfortable silence and it's one I will always enjoy.

She squirms on top of me and try's to move a bit. Her movements are causing my dick to harden and the last thing I want is to her to think that's all I wanted out of this.

She giggles knowing it's making me hard and turns around to straddle me.

She's gorgeous. She has no makeup on but the glitter still from the game. She doesn't need anything. She starts taking off her braids to wash her hair. She looks likes a lioness with her curls.