All I've ever wanted

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Camila POV:

"1,2,3,4"

"5,6,7,8"

"again!"

"1,2,3,4"

"5,6,7,8"

"Alright! You guys did amazing today! I'm so proud. I want you to go home and continue stretching, try remembering the counts, we have a busy day tomorrow since we have a recital in two weeks time. You're dismissed for the day."

My group of twenty students went back to the locker rooms to change and wait for their parents to pick them up. I sigh in relief once I sit down and take off my shoes. I've been working since nine this morning and it's now five in the afternoon. My feet are killing me.

I wince when I notice blisters at the back of my feet.

That's what happens when you decide to wear new shoes for the day.

Shush.

My phone vibrates in my pocket and I take it out to see Sebastian calling me.

"Bella"

"Mi amor"

It's been two weeks since Sebastian left to Italy. Two weeks and I'm back at school and working almost everyday. In these two weeks I've been staying at the house, Sebastian says it's safer since the boys are always there. Melanie and Yasmine practically live there as well because of their men so I'm not alone.

I've also started getting a tiny bump. It popped out overnight a few days ago. You can probably not tell I'm pregnant but there's a pudge. It's mostly bloat and food but it's hard. I also can feel when the baby has hiccups. It's the coolest feeling in the world.

"I miss you so much" I tell him. I'm trying not to cry. We don't know when he'll be back. His dad got shot, he's in recovery but it's incredibly difficult because it's changing his plans. Our plans.

"I miss you more you have no idea" he sighs loudly "I think I'll be there in a week at most. I'm just organizing everything and helping my dad out you know. But I'd rather be with you and our baby girl. Which by the way we have to think of names for real this time."

Grateful he changes the subject if not I'll be sobbing because my emotions are all over the place with my hormones.

"I know I knowwwww" we've been trying to come up with names for our baby girl. We were thinking something Italian but also Spanish. We want to have both of our roots in the name. The last name is also going to be hyphenated. We're not married and I really would like for her too have my surname too.

Loud commotion in the background interrupts my thoughts. "Shit baby o got to go I'll FaceTime you later okay I love you" he hangs up before I can respond.

I sigh loudly and put my phone in my back pocket. I rub my face with both my hands groaning. I wish it was different. I wish he wasn't part of that life. I don't want to be a part of it. I want my child to have a normal life as possible with not worrying if someone might want to kill us or hurt us. My baby's safety is my number one priority. Now I just have to see if Sebastian agrees with me too.

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"Oh my god! You look amazing" I say to Penelope. She just walked through the door, and her hair is blonde. You would think with her hair naturally black it would look bad but she looks gorgeous. You could never tell it's not her natural hair color.

She twirls around and flips her hair "really?!" Smiling and jumping up and down and then throws herself on the couch next to me.