All I've ever wanted

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Camila POV:

🎵 "I got you moonlight, you're my starlight—

"Shhhh!"

I glance around the library and notice I was singing again. This always happens.

It's been exactly five days since I spoke to Sebastian. He's been incredibly busy and only has time to text me once or twice a day at best. I've been busy too though, with work since I have a recital in one week and school. I'll be graduating soon in three months and my teachers have me backed up with so much work.

I'm finishing an essay on my computer when I get a chime from my doctors office. I check it and see that I have an ultrasound appointment coming up soon. I squeal in happiness that I get to see my baby girl when I get another 'shhhh'.

I roll my eyes and decide to pack up my stuff and finish my assignments at home instead. It's not due for another month but I like to be extra punctual.

I walk out the building and decide to walk to the coffee shop across the hall for a smoothie and sandwich.

I walk with my head held up high ignoring the snickers and glares against me. Let's just say the girls in this school are not taking the pregnancy well with Sebastian. Everyone was shocked when news spread around campus and when it hit the news, everyone looks at me now.

I get it he's a rich, hot D1 basketball player and I'm just me. But damn are these Jersey chasers jealous.

I enter the shop ordering my tried and true smoothie, vanilla peanut butter with a turkey avocado sandwich. I usually don't eat meat but with the pregnancy I need lots of protein.

I grab it to go, ignoring all the stars and adjusting my hoodie over my leggings.

People gossiped saying I was faking it and that I'm crazy. Others call me a jersey chaser. And then there's a few that say it's not his and that I'm ruining his life.

I'm pulled out of my thoughts when my stomach grumbles loudly.

I take a bite of my sandwich while walking to a table outside not being able to control myself because my stomach is literally growling. I sit down at a table and realize Bren is sitting at the one next to me with a random girl next to him. His hand is placed on her inner thigh on the hemline of her skirt. She's pretty and has smooth ebony skin but I don't understand him. He's acting more and more like Sean with the way he's parading with women left and right. He needs to be careful if not he's going to get one pregnant.

I turn my body making sure he doesn't see me, I don't want it to be awkward.

I scroll through my phone and see that I have a missed call from my dad making me stop chewing on my food.

He's been calling me nonstop these past two days. I don't know if it's because he saw that I'm pregnant on tv or I don't know. But I'm not going to answer him back.

He's neglected me ever since the divorce and he doesn't deserve to know any part of my life.

I call Sebastian quickly instead and it goes straight to voicemail.

Fine. I finish my sandwich in silence while scrolling through tik tok.

Once I'm done with my sandwich, I collect my bag and make my way to my car.

Ten minutes later,I pull into the driveway and quickly rush out because I have to pee.

I have to pee all the time now.

Zac and Yasmine are in the living room, I nod a hello at them and rush myself upstairs before I have an accident.

It wouldn't be the first time.