All I've ever wanted

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Camila POV:

Its been two weeks since Melanie and Liam got engaged at the cabin.
They already started wedding planning and want to get married in June because she wants a June wedding and they'll be done with school around that time.

We're all so happy for them.

She couldn't believe we all hid it from her.

I'm currently walking out of my last class of the day, ready to go home because I'm exhausted.

A lot has happened in two weeks.

In those two weeks, Sean and I made up. He apologized for how he treated me and we agreed to never let it happen again.

Sebastian and I have been hanging out and talking more since then and I haven't even seen him with any girls either.

I passed my exams and today is my last day working at the studio. My therapist said I was taking on too much. Working and last year of college was taking a toll on me. It's only for a few weeks until I'm better. My boss completely understands and my class said they'll be waiting for me to get better.

You'd be happy to know that I have not cut. I told my therapist I was having urges and she said she was impressed I was able to tell her because usually people don't until it's too late and that I'm stronger than I think I am.

I get in my black Range Rover and speed my way to the apartment to change and get to my last class for a while. I don't know if it'll help me but it's worth a shot. I'll still be getting paid time off. I'm telling you my boss is the nicest old lady in the world; she reminds me a lot of my abuela. Grandma

Most of my family lives in Puerto Rico and I can barely visit them  because I'm so busy at school so it's bittersweet meeting someone who reminds you and cares for you like the people you love.

I put on my leotard and tights and black spanks on top and a cardigan because it's feeling a
little chilly lately. I slide on my trustee black and white converse and head on out.

I get in my car and I get a phone call. 

"Hey babe!" Melanie greets me.

"Hey hey hey I'm on the way to work right now so make it quick"

"We're going out tonight! The boys are having a party it's the beginning of their season and they're celebrating and you're going okay! I'll wait for you to come home and we'll go together"

Sigh. "Okay I'll go , we'll go I'll see you later love you"

"Love youuuuuuu"

I park in the parking lot at the studio.

Let's see how my last class will go...

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"Thank you so much kids, this was a great class, I promise I'll be back soon okay?" I tell them and start getting ready to close the studio.

These wonderful twenty students. I don't know what I would do without them. They're so sweet. They each give me a hug one by one and say they'll miss me.

I lock up the studio and get in my car to go get ready for the party.

I'm feeling a little down for the change that's about to begin in my life, I need a pick me up.

When I get in my car, I put on You belong with me by Taylor Swift. I need to scream and get pumped for this party. And Taylor Swift always makes me feel better.