All I've ever wanted

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Camila POV:

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I'm on my way to Sebastian's away game to surprise him. It's my first time going to an away game and I'm excited. I don't know how he'll react but I'm sure he'll be happy. He's been very clingy since finding out about the pregnancy, making sure I'm okay and the baby is okay, not that I blame him from what I told him about my past. We're literally inseparable now, we might as well move in together.

Melanie is coming with me to surprise the boys. Penelope is still in Mexico with her family and Yasmine has work and she can't take time off. And Lexie doesn't want to see Bren. They ended things while on break. Supposedly he didn't want anything serious and didn't want exclusivity with her. They were hooking up for three months and then he goes ahead and decides that out of the blue. She's definitely heartbroken right now. I think he's scared and in denial about how he feels for her because she's an amazing girl.

Melanie doesn't know about the pregnancy. I want to tell her but I'm scared because last time was terrifying and I'd rather have happy news than bad. I told her it was a false alarm and that it's stress related due to my anxiety. I don't know if she believed it but I also didn't want to rub it in her face while she's trying to have a baby and I didn't try but succeeded.

We arrive at the arena at NC state, it's not our home game but it sure is beautiful here. And the cold weather makes everything perfect. I love being able to do my hair and not become a frizzy mess because of the weather in Florida. So I'm totally taking advantage.

My hair is pin straight in a high ponytail tail. I'm wearing Sebastian's jersey paired with a turtle neck long sleeve black shirt underneath —I'm covered in hickeys from last nights endeavors— a black skirt with tights and knee high boots.I'm wearing a black wool coat too from how cold it is.

Melanie's blonde hair is pin straight resting on her shoulders. She's wearing black ripped jeans with ankle boots, Liam's jersey with a white turtle neck underneath — she has hickeys too— and a coat like mine.

We have no makeup on, not having enough time to get ready.

The arena is huge, filled with mostly their home but that's okay we came to support our babies even if we're the only ones here.

We get to our seats, I spot him immediately in his uniform. My body heats up — he looks ravishing. My hormones are all over the place making me the horniest I've ever been in my life. Sebastian has no objections though, he loves freaky me.

We have sex so much that I'm surprised he's not tired of it especially since the doctors took my IUD out and everything is perfectly healthy in the pregnancy right now. We're content in our bubble, with no one knowing and enjoying the feeling.

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I feel weird.

All night I've been feeling like someone is watching me. I don't know if I'm going crazy or someone really is staring at me.

I know I have social anxiety so any little thing will trigger that but right now I'm actually feeling sort of calm towards that. I'm not anxious.

Just like two eyes are burning into my skin.

It's half time and Sebastian has been playing amazing. I'm really proud of where he's at and I know he'll get many offers because that's how good he is.

He's drinking water when all of a sudden he spots me. I wave and grin finally feeling the things he does to me.

Happiness. Butterflies. Safe.