Forever, a word that seems to only be meant for memories and not people...
I rewatch us in my head, our moments bring me to tears every time, but I create these new memories- things that I wish we could have experienced
Before this I thought I could go days without your smile , without telling you things and hearing your responses . Before I thought , you , would just be a passing moment in my life.
Then , that day came , where you became the definition of forever but you just disappeared, leaving me here, it was so hard but the next days had me dying ... I knew with such a dreadful feeling that it was gonna get worse and It wasn't going to get better for a long time.
Because losing someone. Losing you.
Happens over and over again
I lose you every time I open my phone to no new messages , whenever the music that reminds me of you starts to play , or when I come across a t-shirt you gave me. I lose you every time I think about kissing you , holding you , wanting you . At night I lose you , wishing I could tell you all about my day . In the morning when I wake up to no good morning texts , I start to lose you all over again.
YOU ARE READING
Poems?Short Writings?
PoetrySome of my personal feeling and thoughts. I have no idea what to describe all of this as. But I like to write. I will be writing more just little by little about different things. (But it seems like I only seem to write about one thing...) Relatabl...
