My Winter

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Winter's pov:

"How do you feel?" He asked, laying next to me while playing with my brunette hair.

We had just had sex for the first time as a couple and the for first time for me. And it was better than I thought it would be. He was careful, gentle and mindful. He made sure I was comfortable and made sure I was 100% ready for everything.
He even taught me a few things. My god, I didn't want it to end. Especially when I realized I found I liked my throat squeezed a little.

When he saw the rest of my scars that were on my body that came from my father, he tenderly kissed them and told me that my scars doesn't take away my beauty. It adds to it.

"Amazing." I bit my lip, enjoying cuddling up next to him, tangled in sheets. "I didn't know someone could feel that good."

He chuckled. "I have that affect on people."

I feel jealousy run through my body. I wish this was his first too. I wish he was always mine and no other girls. But, this probably wouldn't have been so good if it was his first time.

"Oh," I started to move to get up and use the bathroom to prevent infection.

"Where are you going?" He held me tighter.

"I have to pee." He let me go, sighing in the process.

I grabbed his shirt that was next to the bed. I didn't feel like running naked to the bathroom. As soon as I had it half way buttoned up, I stood up, and immediately dropped to the floor. I started feeling pain in my legs and hips.

"Ow!" I groaned.

"You okay mi amore?" I heard amusement in his voice.

I looked up and glared at him. He moved to the edge of the bed to see me and had his head rested on his hand with his elbow propped up. I wanted to smack that smirk of his face.

"Shut up."

I was able to get up slowly. Nic offered to help but I refused when that smirk of his still lingered.

He wasn't that rough last night. It's just because it's my first time. I'll get over it. It was worth it.

I was soon finished and when I came out, Nic was sitting in a upright position, with his back against the headboard.

"Oh mi amore." He said under his breath.

"Hmm?" I stood at the end of the bed, fiddling with the end of his sleeves, with a frown.

"Do you have any idea what you do to me?" He asked as his slowly went down my body and back up.

I forget that females wearing their mens shirts, apparently turns them on. So I bit my lip and slowly crawled onto the bed.

"Do I make you horny baby?" I asked, sitting on his legs.

His eyes darkened with lust and he leaned forward and kissed me. From my lips to my neck, sucking my sweet spots, making me moan, ever so slightly.

"Do you know," he began with his husky voice, looking back in my eyes. "How sexy you are? Wearing my shirt like that." I shook my head. "You make me want to go round two."

I squinted my eyes at him in doubt. "Do you have enough stamina for that?"

He titled his head and smirked. "Are you... doubting me?" I nodded. "Baby girl..." he leaned into my ear and whispered. "Would you like to find out?"

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Nicolas' pov:

"You know you're gonna have trouble walking tomorrow." I stated, laying next to her. I know for a fact I am. She learns fast.

She nodded and smiled. "I know you are. We should stay in. Have breakfast in bed?"

"That sounds wonderful."

"But?" She could sense I had something else on my mind.

"But I have a meeting with the other mafia. Remember when I told you we may have found a way to end Lucien for good?" She nodded. "Well, he got in touch with Bruno. They've already set up a meeting it's just a matter of planing and making sure everything goes well."

There was silence. All I heard was the sound of her breathing and sirens in the distance. I felt relaxed and peaceful. I was about to fall asleep with her in my arms when she spoke up.

"Let me come."

"What?" I frowned.

"Let me come with you to the meeting tomorrow." She said.

"Why?" Why would she want to be there?

"If I'm going to be a part of your life, that means I'm going to be part of the mafia. Which means, I should know how everything runs, right?" She explained.

And she was right. If our relationship continues further, there would be marriage. She would immediately become the Queen of the mafia. So she should know what I do, what's involved, etc.

I sighed deeply and nodded. "Only if you get some sleep." I smiled, kissing the top of her head.

She smiled back and snuggled closer into me. I felt her breathing slow and I could tell, she was asleep.

My love for her was out of this world. The lengths I would go to, to make sure she is safe, is far beyond anything.

I owe her everything. Rather she believes me or not, she saved me. I wouldn't be here today if she didn't walk into the coffee shop. If she didn't give me a chance, I probably wouldn't be here. She made me realize what love is. And I can't wait to give her all my love.