Drown by her mystic rhythms (Sapience Series)

chapter 30

"i missed you guys so much" i hugged them.

it was as if all the sadness was gone, all the loneliness I had felt was gone.

but something is still missing, why am I looking for someone. Why am I still looking for him?.

but im glad that they are with me, and finally i feel okay. But I can't feel peace, im longing for someone.

"Kamusta ka don?" Avine asked.

"Good, i guess" i smiled.

"You're not sure? Why, did something happened?" Avine looked worried.

"Dont worry, im fine" i caressed her hair, to assure her that im fine.

hideo took my suitcase and put it in the compartment of his car. We immediately got in the car and drove home.

"Amoy U.S., ang bango" sabi ni hideo habang inaamoy ang ibang gamit ko.

"Ilang weeks ka dito?" Aki suddenly asked.

"Just days, i can't stay much longer here, since i had to go back there for my studies"

that's my priority now to be able to finish school, and graduate with flying colors. I don't want to waste all my tears and my sacrifices. And when im finally graduate i'll do what ever i fucking want.

No more limitations to my self, but i know there is still a heart breaks. There will always be a pain.

joy is instantly dispelled by sadness, after the storm there will be a rainbow. If there is bait now for sure next time you will be okay. There are things that will destroy you, but there are also things that will build you. Fix you.

"Don't pressure your self too much elise" sabi ni elle.

"Take a rest, you don't have to push your self to the limit" si aki.

Im blessed that i have them in my life, they never let me feel that im alone. They always want to hear me out, in every struggles in my life im with them.

"Alam na ng parents mo na uuwi ka?" Hideo suddenly asked.

"Nope, its a surprise" i smiled.

I didn't tell them I was going home, I was going to surprise them. I want to see their reaction because they haven't been with me for a long time, we talk on the phone almost every day but that's not enough because I'm their child.

"Eh si A-"

"Ang inet! Grabe no aki sobrang inet!" Umaktong naiinitan si elle.

"Girl, anong mainit? ang lamig kaya, sobrang OA kaya ng aircon ni hideo" kunot noong sabi ni aki.

"Mainit di'ba!" Taas kilay namang sabi ni elle.

"Oo tama, mainit... Gray alam mo kung ano yung pinaka mainit?" Aki asked hideo.

"Ano?" Lumingon si hideo sa gawi ni aki.

"Yung ulo ko pag hindi ka nanahimik" singhal ni aki.

I really missed that noise, their fight, in our group chat I can only see them fighting.