Drown by her mystic rhythms (Sapience Series)

chapter 32

"How are you?  are you still having anxiety attacks?" I asked Mr. Dizon, my patient.

"Hindi na po masyado doc" he said. He looks fine now not like when he first came to me, he didn't seem to sleep, there was black under his eyes then, and now he looks good.

"are you still dreaming about what happened before?" I asked again.

I need to ask my patients, to find out how their therapy is or if they are taking their medicine, because once they don't drink their anxiety can return. I am also concerned with people who are suffering because of their trauma.

Why do they have to suffer from what happened in the past, why do they have to suffer how they will be healed. My other patients are still having a hard time figuring out how to recover, because no matter what they do, the memories that should have been forgotten for a long time come back.

"Paminsan minsan nalang po doc" he smiled.

"Are you still taking your meds?" I asked again.

"Yes" maikli niyang sagot.

"At least you're doing good now sir" i smiled back.

"Babalik pa po ba ako sa dati?" He looked worried.

"we won't let that happen sir, just do what i say okay?"

Mr. Dizon had an accident before with his wife and child, and he had severe trauma due to the loss of his loved ones.

The memory stays with each other, the pain, the trauma, and it will be a long time before we get up and get out of that situation.

It hurts Mr. Dizon the loss of his family, because every time he goes home he remembers their happy memories. He will remember everything but I can see that he is improving, he is convinced that he will recover, he hopes that he will be okay too.

Nang maka alis na si Mr. Dizon ay hinubad ko ang aking coat, lunch break ko na ngayon at naisipan kong sa labas nalang kumain dahil hindi ko gusto ang pagkain dito.

Tuwing mag lalakad ako sa ospital ay madaming nabati sakin, as a sign of respect and i appreciate their gestures.

Hindi naging mahirap ang pagpasok ko at pakikipag salamuha sa iba, ang akala ko noon ay mga mahihirap silang iapproach pero, hindi.

"Hello po doc" bati sakin ng isang nurse. Tinanguan ko naman siya.

"Is it your lunch break too?" Zecaius asked.

He is one of those close to me here in the hospital, we went in here together so from then on we became close to each other. He's the youngest surgeon.

"Uh, yes. Sabay na tayo" yaya ko sakanya.

"Aw, sana all talaga. Ang swerte niyo talaga sa isat isa"

"Bagay na bagay kayo!"

"Relationship goals!"

Pag aasar ng iba naming katrabaho.

"They can't stop gossiping about us" caius let out a heavy sighed.

Hindi ko alam kung bakit kami inaasar sa isat isa infact we're just friends. Ilang beses ko na din inexplain sakanila na walang namamagitan samin. Pero may sarili silang desisyon.