More Than Anything | Bellarke (ENG)

Chapter 34

I thought about Murphy's words.

I really had a hard time believing Bellamy would take advantage of me like that, but from what I saw, I didn't know what was true and what wasn't. And the times we spent together and the words he was telling me... He said it in such a way that it was hard to believe it was a lie. Unless he's such a good actor.

But one thing was for sure. I loved him... Very much. And I didn't want what I heard and saw turned out to be true. I care too much about this bastard.

Additionally, it was time for our joint trip. And each of our pack was supposed to be there. Well, maybe then something will change and I'll get along with Blake somehow.

I packed the necessary things, said goodbye to my mother and Filutek, and then got into the car to my friends. Which some whispered to one another during the journey and exchanged meaningful glances. They were up to something, I knew it.

Bellamy was driving, with Murphy beside him and the others in the back. Nevertheless, the atmosphere was very nice. We wanted to spend this time in the best possible way.

The guys changed every few hours so that each driver could rest until finally, after a few long hours of driving, we reached the place.

It was beautiful there. Beautiful views, fresh air and loving friends.

As the area belonged to Jasper's uncles, he was supposed to be our guide. He knew the area very well.

We wanted to travel and spend the nights in tents. Survival as it looks. It was going to be a lot of fun.

I looked at Bellamy. I missed him very much. Murphy is right, we really need to talk frankly.

Seeing him with Echo then... It broke my heart. For the hundredth time, my whole world has collapsed. I have to save it somehow.

If Bellamy really loves me... It won't be a problem at all. However, we need an honest conversation, and we haven't had one for a good few weeks.

We left the car at the Jasper family mansion and first had dinner in front of them, then hit the road. Backpacks for the back, footwear and on the go.

Jasper as a guide, he went first, and then us. We talked to each other and everyone walked at their own pace. However, we took care of our friend not to get lost.

About half an hour passed and we came to a small river that we had to cross over large rocks.

"Be careful, it's slippery. " Jasper warned. "Unless you want to take a bath, then you have a free way to do so." He laughed.

I climbed the stones right after Octavia, and Bellamy was following me. More and more I was tempted to turn to face him. Thoughts were racing in my head like crazy until I finally lost my balance and slipped.

I leaned back and was sure I would fall into the water, but I didn't.

I glanced back at my savior. It was Bellamy.

Our irises met once again. Only now did I realize how much I missed it.

"T-thank you..." I said hesitantly and after a while Blake helped me to my feet again.

"At your service..." He replied as hesitantly as I did.

The first two days have passed. We made a fire every evening, and when it was relatively warm, we even slept in the open air. Sometimes I had a few sentences with Bellamy. These conversations weren't about what happened, but they were nice. And I missed him more and more. Time to talk.

It was slowly getting dark. Jasper urged us to speed up so the rest of us did.

I turned back and saw Bellamy stayed last. He was walking slowly, and he didn't care at all about Jasper's words. I glanced over to the now vanishing friends at the bend, then back to Blake. I wasn't going to leave him, so I slowed down even more and equated the pace to brunet's pace.