More Than Anything | Bellarke (ENG)

Chapter 29

Bellamy read the letter aloud. I must admit that while reading it, my tears were running down involuntarily, which I wiped away now.

"Listen, honey..." Alya said after a moment. "I know I can't replace your mom, she was a really amazing woman. But you need to know that I'll do my best to help you... So if you decide to live with us... I hope that you'll somehow convince to us and someday you'll call us your family... " Woman added with tears in her eyes.

I glanced at boy who was still in great shock.

"Thank you... " Brunet whispered and looked at Alya. "Please give me a moment to think about all of this. " He put the letter on the table. "I need to get some air. " Added and left the house, and I immediately followed him.

***

We went to the nearest beach and sat down where there were practically no people.

A light breeze was blowing and the waves of the sea slowly slid into the sand and then returned.

We sat in silence. Bellamy thought hard about all of this. He hadn't even dealt with his mother's death to the end, and I wasn't surprised at all.

"She predicted it all... " Dark haired man said after a while so I looked at him. "She predicted that one day that bastard might kill her..." He said with tears in his eyes. "And despite everything, she was still thinking about me, about my future... She forgot about herself. "

"She loved you..." I cut in and looked at him again. "She wanted to make sure that you would finally experience true happiness after she passed away... She wanted to give you some start, whatever... A wonderful woman... And a perfect mom."

Man sighed and I took his hand.

"You think I should move in with aunt? " He glanced at me.

"I think so. This is not a stupid idea. You said yourself lately that you don't want to sit on Murphy's head all the time. Aunt and uncle are great people. They'll take care of you... " I said looking at brunet. "You can start all over again, Bell... "

Blake joined our fingers together.

"With you by my side? " He asked and looked into my eyes.

"Of course. " I replied with a warm smile, then placed a tender kiss on his lips as he returned.

***

After an hour's walk and thinking together, we returned home. We decided to prepare a dinner and invite my aunt and uncle to it.

When evening came and we had all eaten, we returned to the topic.

"Have you thought about it? " Auntie asked, glancing at Blake and then at me.

"Yes. " Teenager replied. "Well... Mather always knows what's best for her child..." He smiled. "She always thought about me first and then about herself... It's an honor to be her son... And after thinking about it all, I found it was a good idea. " He said glancing at me at the same time. "If you haven't changed your mind, I'll stay with you. "

"Ah, darling... " Alya couldn't stand it, she came up to brunet and kissed him on the cheek.

"It'll be an honor for us to be able to look after you. " Uncle put in, a warm smile on his face.

"Fortunately, our house is not far away, so..." Aunt said. "You'll be able to meet easily. " She pointed at us at which we smiled.

***

Bellamy and I went upstairs to my room while the other three were able to talk and reminisce with each other.

I closed the door and glanced at Blake as he lay down on my bed and ran his hand through his hair. I walked over and lay down next to him.

"It'll be all right. " I said looking at his worried face.

Teenager looked at me.

"You'll see. " I added and then I put my head on his torso, and boy put his arm around me.

After a while my phone rang. It was Murphy.

"Is Bellamy with you? " He asked immediately.

"Yes. " I replied and looked at brunet. "Don't worry. " I added.

"Uh, that's good. " Friend breathed a sigh of relief. "Okay, so colorful dreams, you my lovebirds. " He added with amusement and I just nodded my head and smiled.

"Good night, Romeo. " I laughed and put the phone down, and when I looked back at Blake, I found his puzzled expression.

"Romeo? " He asked with raised eyebrows.

"Murphy. " I shrugged.

"Should I be jealous? " He smiled.

"Well, maybe a little. " I turned my head to the side, then rested my hands on his torso and kissed him.

Man put his arm around my waist and kissed me back, which was getting more and more passionate now. After a while I sat down on his lap without interrupting the previous activity. I braided my hands into brunet's hair, and he slowly took off my T-shirt. But then I hesitated.

"Hey..." The brunette touched my cheek. "We don't have to rush. " Said gently. "It can wait. "

"I know..." I whispered. "But I want it. " I added and looked into his eyes uncertainly.

"Are you sure? " He asked and brushed a strand of my hair away.

I nodded in response, then kissed him again, which he reciprocated.

Blake hugged me again, then put his hands on my hips, twisted us so that now I was under him. I put my hands under his shirt and this time I got rid of his clothes. Our breathing was rapid. Blake began to place wet kisses onmy neck, and I tilted my head back a little and brought him even closer to me.

I felt pleasant shivers down my body, and my heart was beating so fast it might just burst out of my chest.

After a while our eyes met. Boy smiled slightly and I reciprocated, then put our lips back together in a kiss.

However, after a few minutes, I heard my mother calling me:

"Clarke, can you come over here?! "

I sighed simultaneously with Blake. We moved away from each other.

"I'm coming! " I called back and looked at Bellamy, who chuckled.

"Next time. " Winked at me.

I put my T-shirt back on and looked at him again.

"Next time. " I repeated, stole a kiss from him and went downstairs to check what was going on.