More Than Anything | Bellarke (ENG)

Chapter 38

I struggled as much as I could free myself, but it didn't help. Bellamy was dying before my eyes, and there was nothing I could do about it. Ten seconds remained before Gale disengaged the mechanism.

"And here we go. " Man laughed.

"Help him! I beg you! " I begged. "This is your son! "

"I don't have a son. " He replied and wanted to leave the warehouse, but then the police came in. The men surrounded him and curled him.

"Clarke! " Octavia ran to me and set me free, and Murphy and Lincoln ran to Blake.

As soon as I broke free, I rushed to boys.

"Bellamy..." I knelt beside him and helped guys remove the rope from his neck. He... He wasn't breathing. "No, no, no, no... " I cried, and after a while the rescuers ran up to us and began to rescue Blake.

They pulled up his shirt and used a defibrillator.

"Nothing..." One of them said.

"Again. " Doctor said.

"Loading, step back. " They tried again but there was still no pulse.

"I'm begging you, Bell..." I cried, and the doctors used the equipment again, and then again, but still nothing.

They tried it a few more times, but nothing helped.

"I'm sorry..." Doctor said.

"No..." I shook my head. "He's not dead..." I took his face in my hands. "Bell..." I cried. "Bellamy... I know you can hear me... Wake up. Wake up, I'm begging you... I can't do without you... " I cried. "Bell... Please... "

"Clarke..." Octavia put a hand on my shoulder. "He's gone... "

"No! " I looked at her. "He's not gone! He's too strong for that! " I looked back at brunet and I took his face in my hands again. "I know you can hear me..." I stroked his cheeks with my thumbs. "I know you can hear me... Now wake up... Blake! You bloody bastard, get up! " I shouted. "Come back to me! I won't let you go .. Don't even think about it, I care too much about you. " I hit him in the chest with one hand. "Get up, you bastard! You hear me?! Blake, I'm begging you! "

At first my friends wanted to turn me away from him, but later they couldn't cope and cried with me.

"You're too strong to leave like this..." I said. "You could've jumped off that damn roof, but you didn't... You stayed here for me... So now do it again... I beg you... Don't jump off that damn roof and come back to me!" I shouted. "Come back to me..." I laid my head against his chest in tears. "Come back..." I begged.

Cuddled to his torso, I let my emotions explode. My friends didn't hide their tears.

We've been through a lot, and that's how it's all going to end now? After all we've been through...? Should I just lose him now?

He's my whole world... I can't live without him...

"I can't lose you... Not you..." I cried. "Come back to me... "

After a while my mother came up to me.

"Honey..." She put her hands on my shoulders. "Come on. " She said. "Let him go... "

"No! " I shouted and looked at her. "Mom, I can't lose him! Not him! "

Doctors used the moment of my lack of attention and wanted to hide brunet's body. I struggled and tried to forbid them, but Murphy grabbed me and held me back.

"Let me go! " I screamed and struggled, but boy was too strong.

They can't take him from me...

"Bellamy! " I yelled, my voice echoing.

Doctors, however, refrained from hiding the body. They glanced at me, then back at Bellamy. After a second, you could hear a loud gasping for air.

I took advantage of my friend's moment of inattention and ran back to Bellamy. He... He was alive! He woke up!

Brunet gasped greedily and didn't know something was going on around him. He only calmed down when I took his face in my hands.

"Bellamy...? " I whispered with tears in my eyes.

"Clarke..." Blake breathed a sigh of relief when he saw me. He's voice was slightly hoarse after what had happened, but he was alive!

"You bastard! You scared me. " I hit him on the shoulder, then helped him sit up and hugged him tightly, which he immediately reciprocated. Everyone seems to be relieved at this point. "Don't you ever scare me like that again, do you hear me?! " I looked him in the eyes.

"On one condition..." he croaked.

"What? "

"You promised me a date..." He said. "You have to wear that red dress from Octavia. " He added and I laughed and kissed him.

" You promise? " Man asked as we pulled away a little.

"I promise..." I smiled, pushed a strand of his disheveled hair from my face, and kissed him again.