More Than Anything | Bellarke (ENG)

Chapter 4

After this incident, Bellamy tried to call me, but I didn't answer. Once he even came to my house, but I didn't let him in.

I was naïve that I had been so framed! After all, I always thought reasonably. Why did I do otherwise now? I unnecessarily listened to my heart instead of my head. I had a false hope that someone like him might like someone like me... I wanted to believe it so badly, I wanted it to be true.

Avoiding it at home was much easier than avoiding it at school. Fortunately, I could count on Octavia's support there. As soon as I told her everything, she became my bodyguard and wouldn't let Blake or anyone in his pack come to me.

"You were right..." I said to a friend in the cafeteria. "I trusted him unnecessarily... "

"You know... Here I won't agree with you to the end... " She said, which caught my attention. "You were right about the fact that he's different... Because he is... It's neither as others describe him, nor as exactly as you say... You know... He seems to be lost... So do you. " Looked at me. "But I still can't understand why he screameed on you. Lincoln said... " She began, but she broke off when she realized what she had said.

I smiled at those words.

"Lincoln said? " I quoted and rested my elbows on the table top. "Well, well, well... " I smiled at my friend. "What did he tell you? "

"He said..." She began hesitantly and put a lock of hair behind her ear, blushing a bit. "That Bellamy has been through a lot. It's not for nothing that he's such an. He didn't explain it more clearly, unfortunately. You know, maybe Blake didn't want to screamed on you like that at the time. Since now he's calling you... " Pointed to my ringing phone. "I guess that means he cares." She looked me in the eye.

Recently I had to change the number. Not because of Blake, just like that. Where did he get my new number from? Octavia? No... She wouldn't give it to him. I sighed and this time I answered the phone.

"Where do you get my number from? " I asked right away.

"Does the name Shaw tell you something? " Bellamy's voice in the earpiece said. I didn't even realize I missed him so much.

"What do you want? "

"Talk. " He said gently. "Please, Clarke. I want to explain all this to you and apologize. "

"Your percentages in the range of "Do I like Bellamy Blake?" have decreased to zero. " I said.

"I know. " He sighed. "I know, but I want to fix it. "

"It won't be easy. " I said.

"I guess. But I'll try anyway. "

"Just because you try doesn't mean you'll succeed. "

"It's always worth a try." He said.