His Blossom (AMBW)

𝙴𝚡𝚙𝚕𝚊𝚗𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗

(Baby Amaya)
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Kenji paced the living room Amaya was sleeping in her stroller. I sat on the couch, stirring my tea.

"You sure you don't want something to drink?" I asked.

He didn't answer.

I shrugged. "Suit yourself."

"Why?" He stopped pacing and finally looked at me.

I sighed. "Can you just-"

"Why?" He yelled.

"Kenji if you wake up my daughter, you will not here the end of it." I sighed. "I'm sorry. I don't need to get on your right now. You have every right to yell. I completely understand your anger and I apologize for not telling you about her. I can't imagine how you must feel right now. Now can you please sit down."

He sighed, sitting on the other couch. The rest of his group had left us alone to speak after everybody found out about Amaya. Everybody was clearly shocked, as expected.

"From the beginning."

I sighed.

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~One year ago: three weeks after Kenji and Alex hooked up~
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More fluids shot out of my mouth and into the toilet. Lucia held my hair back. I wiped my mouth, knowing that that was all that was going to come out for now.

"Take it." Lucia told me.

I looked at the three pregnancy tests on the sink.

"Luci, I'm not-"

"Take it." She crossed her arms. "Now."

I took the tests and we waited for a few minutes. I grew tired and decided to turn them over. I dropped them on the floor and backed into the shower immediately after I saw the results.

Positive.

"No." I cried. "No, No. No. I can't do this shit."

Lucia looked at the tests and sighed. "It's okay." She told me, walking up to me and hugging me. "We got this. I got you, babe."

"I can't have this baby, Luci." I frowned. "We're not even together. I can't."

"And you don't have to." She told me. "We can go to the clinic. Get an abortion. You don't have to have the baby, okay?"

That didn't feel right either.

"No." I shook my head. "I have to deal with the consequences of my actions."

"Just know that you're not alone in this." She hugged me.

I couldn't give away my child. Kenji's child. There was a piece of him with me. That meant so much.

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~End of Flashback~
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~Present time~
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