After a long tiring day,
My eyes started to get heavy, as I yawned.
Comfortably lay down on the mattress.
The moment I closed my eyes,
I could feel the gladness, that kind of feeling when I can finally laying down.
Dark.
It's getting darker, still deeply in sleep.
I saw something.
It feels so real. I thought it was a hallucination or something, but no.
It felt like it's happening right now.
The visuals, I can't remember it well,
But the scene and the voices,
Freshly, vividly still flashing through my mind.
In that scenario,
I feel so scared. Scared until I'm trembling, shaking.
I'm holding up my tears from falling. I cupped my mouth tightly as I could.
I heard voices,
Not too many, but it is continuously.
In fact, that voices I know it too well, the voices I got to hear it every day.
My family.
It's weird, because it felt like I'm wide awake,
Still, I'm in that scenario where I'm not fully in the reality.
It felt like I can't get up, even I wanted it so bad, my inner self still, at that moment.
I hate it so much.
I'm fighting with myself, tried to get up from that hurtful state.
Finally, I'm awake.
But not in normal way, I jumped from such shocking.
I breathed hardly,
My cheeks soaked. I knew it.
It felt so real, until I woke up in the same situation where I saw myself crying.
It's the second, and I don't know when will it happen again. Usually, I don't get any dreams when I'm sleeping.
Instead, I got nightmares.
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Color Of Life (A Collection)
PoetryMy mind keep thinking, thinking until I can't feel again. This will be never-ending, but who knows if one day I'll give up, it's the day I can feel right again, it's the day I feel like my story is enough. . . . "What if someone's heart want to live...
