I stared at every pages,
It's confusing, it's so hard, it's too many.
I can't finish it, i thought.
Lost in reality, just staring blankly.
"Dub...dab...dub...dab"
I heard something.
I can clearly feel,
how fast my heart's beating.
I can't breathe.
You wonder right...why I continuously saying,
"I can't breathe, I can't breathe..."
It's so hard to breathe correctly.
I never being the old me,
The smart one, the fun one,
I'll never.
I lost.
Hot tears streaming down,
my face.
Yet my eyes got swollen.
Crying while screaming,
hurt so bad.
Yeah it does.
I want to run away,
I want to hide,
But why reality keep finding me.
Could human please just don't being fake anymore.
Don't you tired? Don't you tired of ignoring me?
Why you leave? Can't you just stay at here?
Can you find me? Can you ask me how I'm doing?
Don't you know.. what you're doing to me,
Hurt me so much, so hard and so bad.
I'll show you, how this hurtful heart, still standing
and picking up the pieces of broken heart, and lastly, try to smile again.
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Color Of Life (A Collection)
PoetryMy mind keep thinking, thinking until I can't feel again. This will be never-ending, but who knows if one day I'll give up, it's the day I can feel right again, it's the day I feel like my story is enough. . . . "What if someone's heart want to live...
