The Bad Habit (COMPLETED)

Special Part

Zayd's

Everything started because of my bad habit. All I know from the past years is I want to pleasure my erected maleness. By doing that, I could temporarily feel happy.

S*x is fun. Filling someone's feminity with my erection is fun. Making a woman moan deliriously is fun.

It's all fun, but I didn't know the changes is coming its way to me.

I was too confident that it will all be plain s*x with Hickey. I have no idea it would change everything. She will change everything.

My bad habit changed. Instead of plain hook ups with her, I slipped and I fall.

I found myself loving Hickey as a woman. A woman I can see my future with.

Hickey helped me become the best version of myself. She helped me fixed myself and there I knew,

‘I can't be forever fixed if I ever lose her.’

We were fubu for almost 4 months. As we started that contact, plain sex lang ang tanang nasa isip ko. Nothing more than that.

But as day passes by, I got attached to Hickey. I started praying to all the saints na sana mabuntis s'ya para hindi n'ya na ako iwan. Which is malaki talaga ang posibilidad na mabuntis s'ya dahil unprotected lahat ng naging pagniniig namin.

Pero kahit nang malaman kong buntis na nga s'ya, hindi pa rin okay ang tito n'ya sa akin. Alam ko rin na galit ito at naiintindihan ko iyon dahil hindi ko muna pinakasalan ang pamangkin n'ya bago ko binuntis.

He's disappointed. So does my mom and Hickey's tita.

And when her tito said, “The wedding will happen..”

The wedding did happen.

It happened.

The wedding happened with Hickey as the bride and Dwight..

Dwight as the best man. Of course he can't be the groom! I should be the groom.

Pero bago ang lahat ng 'yan, niligawan ko muna ang pamilya ni Hickey. Her tito and tita. Tanggap naman ako ng tita n'ya na s'yang kaibigan ni mama. At isa pa nga palang impormasyon, ninang at ninong ko ang tita at tito ni Hickey.

Kahit ganoon, naging medyo mahirap pa rin sa akin na ligawan at makuha ang blessing ng tito n'ya. Ngunit hindi rin naman nagtagal ay um-oo na ito.

Tuloyan na nitong pinauubaya sa akin si Hickey. Basta raw alagaan ko s'ya at ang magiging pamilya namin. Of course, I will. Mahal na mahal ko si Hickey. Mahal na mahal! Mahal na mahal ko sila ng mga anak namin.

Tungkol naman sa ex-fiancé ni Hickey na si Dwight Morpheus, nagkausap na kami. We're all goods. He even reveal that he's pursuing someone at aalis s'ya ng bansa to follow that girl. Kilig na kilig naman si Hickey sa sinabi ni Dwight. Hindi n'ya nga lang sinabi o pinakilala sa amin kung sino ang malas na babaeng nagustuhan n'ya.

Si Eunice naman ang naging maid of honor sa kasal namin ni Hickey. Pagkatapos ng kasal, bumalik na s'yang Canada. Ang pinsan naman n'yang si Levin na matalik kong kaibigan, pokus pa rin sa pagpapalago ng bar nito. He's still single at ganoon parin, walang girlfriend pero maraming babae. Pinagdarasal kong nawa'y mahanap na ng kaibigan ko ang ang babaeng maglalagay sa kan'ya sa tamang lalagyan.

Dahil ako, nahanap ko na ang sa akin.

Hickey and I have finally exchanged vows and I do's. Pinakita namin sa lahat na sa dinami-rami ng problema, nalampasan namin iyon na magkasama. She fixed my broken pieces and I fill the missing piece of her.