John Kramer | FORBIDDEN DESIRE (Book1)

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The stars were shining brightly in the dark sky and seeing my lovely John, made my night even better. He was busy making some traps for future games. I know how much work and sacrifice John puts in just to carry on our legacy.

I'm working on some papers for our new test subject. These people don't deserve to live because of their wrong and cruel doings. I tried so hard to concentrate, but I couldn't help but to think of John.

"Come over here, y/n" John says, repeatedly patting his lap.

I approach him as I sit on his lap, caressing his cheeks with my hands. While gazing at his stunning ocean eyes.

John smirks at me and softly asked.

"Are you just going to stare at me, sweetheart?" At this point, I don't want to let go of him. I don't care if he's too old for me, all I know is I love him.

"It's just... you look gorgeous, John" I said while my hand playfully touches his chest, drawing heart patterns with my fingers. John chuckled because of that.

"Let me bring you to bed, John" I whisper naughtily on his ear while my hand rests on his shoulder. John stared at me, his lips formed in a wicked smile.

"You are the one, I should bring to my bed" he growled, staring at me hungrily.

His lips are only an inch apart, making me breathless. I just closed my eyes and then slowly... I felt his lips on mine. His hands are on my waist, pulling me closer to him.

We became more intense, burning with desire. To the point that I couldn't help but kiss him passionately. He completely surrendered, lips parted open.

I inserted my tongue, thoroughly exploring, everything. He groaned loudly as I felt him getting harder, underneath.

He abruptly gets lower and I could feel his hot breath fanning on my skin. He place some small kisses on my neck while sucking the skin within, hardly.

I could feel my body shivering deliciously under his soft kisses as I struggled to catch my own breath.

"Ohh, John...yes" I can't help but to moaned loudly.

"What are you doing, y/n?" John had a serious look on his face, I was a bit surprised to realized that this is the real John staring at me.

"Ahm-nothing, I'm just... working here" I look somewhere else while hiding my face within the paper. I shrugged and tried to act normal even when my hands are shaking

"Y/n, please stay focus" John said calmly as I saw him smirked but I really don't know If he really does that or It's just my imagination.

John gets back on testing the traps and completely focused on what he's doing.

Well John was my boss and at the same time my father too, I know that all of this are so wrong. But I couldn't help it, I wanted to tell him as soon as possible but I'm afraid of what will be his reaction.

I sighed, trying to stay calmed, my forehead was covered with sweat and I could barely think straight after what happened. It's not new that I always end up thinking about me and John doing that-

But I'm always craving at that feeling, John undressing me with hot kisses, fucking me every night, feeling completely used by him.

"Fuck, John!" I silently cursed and got up and get some cold juice on the fridge, so that I could ease my mind a little.

I also got some water for John because I knew that he also needed to drink up. I tap his back and give him the glass of water. He gave me a look and took the glass from my hand.

"Thank you, y/n" he said while smiling on me.

He sip from the straw and placed them on the table.

"Are you okay, John?" I asked, I was worried because he looks really exhausted.

"A little bit... my shoulders are hurting but- I'm good" he said as he groaned from the pain.

I moved behind him as I softly whispered.

"No you're not, John. Let me do something to make you feel better" I smiled as I rests my hands on his shoulders.

Then I apply pressure with my fingertips, working in a circular motion up to the neck muscle, slowly but tender. John relaxed from my touch as he looked up on me.

"That was so good" John's eyes were closed as he groaned in relief.

Fuck that was so hot!

I can tell that he's literally enjoying this. I always knew how to make John feel better, that's why he loves me.

When I'm already done, I look at John and told him to take a rest first. Since I could manage, he didn't have to worry about such things.

I'm grateful that John obediently went to his room to take some rest first. I cleaned up the mess on his table and the paperwork in my area.

I just went to my room to take a rest first since this day was so exhausting but It's worth it because I've always had a chance to spend time with John.

~Morning

I woke up earlier just in time for work. I fixed my bed and went to the bathroom to freshened up. When I got finished, I picked the best outfit that I could find in my cabinet.

Then I quickly left the room and started to look for John. Well there he is, standing in the corner, working with some traps.

I approach him immediately, hugging him from behind.

"Y/n" he said, his back was turn on me.

"Hm.. yes, John?" I said while I rest my head on his back.

"I- I'm working" he said as he sighed deeply.

"I don't care, John" I said and hugged him tightly.

I just wanted John to pay some attention to me. He's always working and I want him to get some day off from work.

Suddenly John stopped what was he doing and faced me. He look so mad while he stares at me. I caress his face as he just looked at me, his face suddenly softened.

"Let me finished this first, y/n" he spoke in a calm voice.

"Okay, John" I replied softly, waiting for him.

However, John's phone suddenly rang, the screen showed up Mark Hoffman.

I just rolled my eyes and started walking away as John takes the call.

"I need the documents... bring it here, Kramer" I heard Mark spoke.

"Okay" John said then I looked at him, he was grinning.

What the fuck was that?!

I'm so done with this. I have to take a break first and breathe some fresh air.

I open the exit door as I glanced on John. A wide smile creeping on his face, while talking to that bastard.

"I'll just go outside, John" I yelled at him but he didn't react.

"What the fuck, John!" I screamed as I slammed the door and kicked it really hard that made a loud noise. I quickly walked away from the workshop while stomping furiously.