John Kramer | FORBIDDEN DESIRE (Book1)

ʙᴇᴛᴛᴇʀ ʙᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ʏᴏᴜ

Note: Not in a better mood to write something sexual for today... I would appreciate if anyone would share their ideas.

I have been walking down town to went on a mall. I have decided to buy some new clothes and make up since I've got my paycheck.

It's already afternoon when I got there and there's a lot of people in there. I didn't pay no mind to any of them and went straight to the clothing shop.

I looked everywhere, there are so many good stuff that I could get and I felt overwhelmed in a good freaking way.

I heard some noises behind the dresses area and saw a young woman, I didn't like her at first sight because she looked like a spoiled brat.

But damn- this guy beside her, almost on his 50s. He caught my attention, he got a white and grey hair. And an attractive eyes, it's blue like the ocean.

Our eyes met that I can't help but to smile at him, he smiled back almost friendly. But this woman hissed on my like she was a wild animal.

"Come on, John.. carry this!" she said in a commanding tone and give him the bag that she was carrying.

I felt bad for the man whom she called John because firstly he was already struggling carrying those stuff and second I saw ring on their fingers, meaning that they are already married.

I sighed and decided to pick on the other area far from them. I pick out some cute blouses and skirt. After looking for more, I felt so exhausted.

And my stomach was growling, I decided to pay immediately and leave but that's when I saw that couple again, they appear to be fighting.

"This is too much, Jill! Are you even sure you need all of this?" that John guy said almost shouting.

"Of course I do, John! You are rich, this is only cause a penny to you!" the woman reasoned while she start pointing fingers on her man's chest.

Jill was clearly upset, unable to hide her irritation as she throw the bags away. I think she's acting like a baby, I sighed... when would people learn to grow up.

Then the woman ran away from him, I felt bad when the man just stood there feeling embarrassed from the scene.

Many people looked at him like he did something bad.

Once I pay up, I decided to talk to this man again.

"Try to talk to her... maybe it'll be okay" I told him but he cannot look at me, he was lost in thought.

I just left without looking back, it's not really my business. But I felt a pang on my chest, there was something on this guy that made me feel sad.

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I made up my order on a restaurant, still waiting for my food to be prepared. I scrolled down my phone, just looking at random post from my favorite influencers.

"Oh hello, you're here too?" a deep and cold voice greeted me.

When I looked up, my eyes shine so bright like I've seen a miracle. It was the man earlier, he was right in front of me.

"Hey, it's John right?" I awkwardly said and he grinned while nodding.

"You have a sharp mind, it'll probably come useful- one day" he said and I just looked down.

The man sat next to me, his strong manly scent lingering on my nostrils. He smelled so nice and well- he knows how to clean.

"I didn't catch your name..." he said while rubbing the back of his head.

"It's y/n, so why are you here?" I said and he looked at me, his eyes staring at me.

I wanted to scream because he really has this effect on me and now he's sitting next to me.

"Well- we broke up... are you nervous y/n?" he said as his fingers linger on my jaw.

Sweat started to form on my forehead as I tried to push his hand away but then he touched me instead.

Waves of electric charge shoot my body, as I felt how warm and rough his hands were compared to my small and delicate hands.

"I've got to be honest with you, y/n... you have caught my attention, you're so beautiful that I can't take my eyes off you" he admitted and I just smiled at him, feeling nervous.

I didn't know what to say until we were interrupted by the waiter. It gave me my food as I took a bite on my sandwich.

John just watched me, he was smiling the entire time. I almost choked when I have lost on his eyes again.

"Sorry... but I don't want to be your mistress, John... you're already married" I said while I stopped eating my food.

"What makes you think that?" he asked while his eyebrows were lifted up.

"Uhm the ring of course-" I choked on my food, unable to do talking while eating.

John quickly fill my glass with water as he give it to me, I saw how worried and gentle he was when I start to chug down the glass.

"I'm not married... it's just Jill- was so obsessed with the idea of us being a couple... we have met a couple of months but marrying her? I think no- she's not the one for me" he explained as I blink twice, trying to process what I just heard.

"Then who's the one for you?" I said in a sarcastic tone.

"Well I'm sure it's gotta be you? we always end up in the same place" he said and chuckled.

Oh damn it- even his laugh sounds irresistible, it's hypnotizing me.

"Okay, John.. I think we are both feeling the same thing- so let me get to know you?" I said as I caressed his hand.

He laughed again while softly putting his thumb against my lips, caressing it as he leans in on my neck to whisper.

"It would be my pleasure...
y/n" there was something on it, he said my name like it's his favorite spell.

Why did I always end up with an older men?!