John Kramer | FORBIDDEN DESIRE (Book1)

ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ ᴋɴᴏᴡꜱ ʏᴏᴜ

I was on a run, I didn't expect things to be like this. The man who owned the store was now chasing me. I have a gun with me and I didn't want to kill a person... it's just I needed some money.

The man shot me near my stomach. It hurts so bad but I cannot stop running, I don't want to get caught and went to prison for this.

The only place to go was the forest. The man behind me finally gave up as he curses out loud. I ran as far as I could that my feet finally hurts.

It's already getting dark and I was losing hope, I was running like a prey being chased by predators. When I spotted a house near a pond. It was simple yet beautiful type of home.

I was afraid to knock and scare away the person inside. So I went to the backdoor and went inside. The house was cleaned therefore there was an older man sitting on a chair.

I went there and pointed the gun on him as I threaten to shoot him.

"Young woman-" he said as I silent him with my hand.

He looked up with wide eyes when he noticed the gun from me. He tried to cooperate as I managed to tie his hands.

"I owned the house right now and don't try to make any noise that will attract the cops!" I said and he nods.

"Who are you?" he said as he looked at me with those blue ocean eyes.

He has a beautiful eyes, I can't help but to stare for a moment.

"It doesn't matter!" I told him as I asked him to remain silent.

_ Tomorrow

I was sleeping when I heard some noises. This man was nowhere to be found, my gun was gone too. And my wound was already patched up, I was confused for a moment.

When this man was already cooking something delicious. I panicked and stood up to confront him.

"Hey old man! where did you keep my gun?" I asked him and he shot me a serious looked.

"I have name and it's John... what's yours?" he said and I hesitate.

His kindness weird me out but I finally told him.

"It's, y/n.." I told him and he smiled knowingly.

"What a beautiful name, it suits you" he said and I threaten him again.

"Say that again and I'll shut you up with my lips!" I told him but he was calmed.

"What? you're beautiful, sweetheart" he said as I kissed him, his lips were tender and soft.

I wanted to leave but I had a strong urge to kiss him again.

I wasn't disgusted actually I felt like I have known him for too long. I break away from his lips as I went outside. I heard a chuckle from him and it irritates me more.

Later on, I was sat outside crying... I was feeling guilty about all of this. I just want to tell John about it but I know that he won't understand.

"Why are you here alone, y/n?"
he said as I felt comfort when he wrapped his hands around me.

I leaned on his chest, he breathe on my neck. He feels so familiar and I was wondering on where do I know him.

"Have we met before, John?" I asked and he whispered.

He didn't answered but I felt him break away from me. He was now looking at the sky. I saw the sadness on his eyes.

He finally left me and I followed him when I remembered that he cooks breakfast. He was on his favorite chair, reading a newspaper.

I sat opposite him as I dive in on my breakfasts, it was just eggs and bacon.

I was enjoying the food when I saw him staring at me but when I looked at him, he quickly looked away.

"Could you give me water, John?" I asked feeling ashamed about earlier.

"Are you thirsty, huh?" he said but there is something suspicious about it.

"Yes exactly, move!" I told him as he get something from the fridge, a juice... I think it's apple or something, I can't tell.

He put some on my glass as I take a sipped on it. It smells like cinnamon.

"You want some more, y/n" he asked me with a grin.

His smile was starting to creep me out as I frowned.

I was already feeling dizzy and trying to keep my eyes open.

"What the fuck is wrong with you?!" I told him as he chuckled.

"Go to sleep, y/n" he told me as I spilled my drink on the table.

After that I lost consciousness, the last thing I know was him carrying me somewhere.

_

"Wake up, darling" he said as I opened my eyes, the place was so blurry.

"Did they send you to come here?" he asked softly and I was confused on why am I cuffed on the bed.

"Who the heck are you talking about?!" I was confused for real.

"The cops" I shallowed hard when I saw a knife on his hands.

"We've met once and I accompany you to your home" John told me and I blink twice, if we already met.... why can't I seem to remember anything.

"John Kramer? you told me that you're a bad guy but I didn't believe in you" I told him as I felt his fingers brushed on my cheeks.

"Because you know that I'm not one of them... I have been trying to find you but failed, I hope every single day that we will meet again" he said while staring at me.

"I have a wife named Jill but she's long gone... her smile, her sweet voice and beautiful lips, it all reminds me of her when I looked on you" he said as he put the knife away.

"Tell me... do you feel anything about us?" he asked.

"I'm afraid that I did... I didn't recognize you now... but my heart did" I told him and he quickly brushed his lips against mine.

I heard a car parking outside and it made me nervous but I trusted John.

I looked at him with hunger, our kissed was cut off short when John sat up to uncuffed my hands.

"Leave me here, y/n... find some place to go, they're here" he said and kissed me again, that kissed was so promising and tender.

"I'm here to talk to you, Kramer" a tall and attractive man came in unannounced.

He saw me and he didn't say anything and whispered something on John. He was a cop based on his attire but I was confused on why didn't he arrest us both.

"Mark will you take, y/n?" he asked and I was going to complain when he nod.

"I can't leave you, John!" I told him and he just looked on me with a serious face.

"I'll see you soon, y/n" that's all he said when this guy Mark pulled me away from him.

I hope so John... because if I don't, my heart will forever be broken.