John Kramer | FORBIDDEN DESIRE (Book1)

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John and I had some misunderstanding this morning, I tried to talk to him but seems like he doesn't want to talk to me.

"John. Listen to me, please" I told him, he was busy reading his book.

"Damn it- why did I marry an old man like you?!" I told him and then he looked up, he was hurt.

"Watch your words, y/n. Why don't you ask yourself" he said as he closed the book and he went upstairs, leaving me alone.

I married John for love, for us to develop more emotional bond.

For us to understand each other, for us to be patient in times of difficulties.

And lastly, I wanted to have a family with him.

Now, I know. John must be hurt by my words.

I sighed, feeling ashamed and guilty as I walked upstairs. I knocked on John's room.

"John. I wanted to fix this. I'm sorry- I shouldn't had told you that" I told him and a moment then he opened the door.

He looked at me with a cold stare as he sat down on the bed. I let myself in as I stood still in front of him.

"That's okay, y/n. We're okay now, just be patient... I'm getting more older-" he stopped and looked away, this is the first time that he had been so sad.

"John, don't even think about that right now..." I tried to smile but I failed.

"You know, y/n. I'm suffering with cancer for a year. And I didn't even feel any better..." he said as he caress his hair, it was color in white but he still have the charm.

"I know that and I want to continue to make a family with you.. we could try and if we failed, I will stay right here..
I won't leave you, John" I told him and he smiled.

He gestured me to sat besides him but I sat on his lap, he looked at me as I kissed him. His blue eyes are staring at me with desire.

"John I knew that you were hurting. Let me do the rest" I whispered and he seems to like the idea.

I have gone naked, as I pushed him down the bed. I crawled on top of him. I remove his clothes completely as I grind down his groin. He cursed out loud while watching me.

"Relax, Daddy. Were just starting" I whispered while smiling.

He was looking at me intently while his hands rests on my waist.

"Come on, y/n. Don't make me wait any longer" he said, getting impatient.

I moved up and down, he felt so good. He was hard and I love how he pulled my hips into him. Everytime he groaned It was making me feel really hot.

I could feel myself coming around his cock, I shivered when I came. John move roughly, he was hitting a spot inside of me. And then he finally came inside, moving slowly as he growled.

After that, I laid down on John's chest. We were both chasing our breaths as I looked at him.

"John that was good. I didn't know that you're good at this" I looked at him amazed as he brushed my hair.

"That's the advantage of marrying me... I'm already experience, y/n" he said as he chuckled.

"I guess I'm lucky about you, John" I whispered while kissing his face.

"Admiring me, sweetheart?" John softly said while looking at me with bedroom eyes.

"Always- I love your body. You looked like a sexy po-" John's jaw dropped.

"I meant yeah- you're hot for an older man" I told him and he smiled.

We stayed like that, just our breaths colliding as I caress his chest softly.

"Tomorrow, I have to go and meet someone" John tells me as I looked at him in a serious way.

"With whom?" I asked him confused.

"Some business- I can't tell you" he said and I sighed

When John tells me that he can't, It means that no matter what I do he won't tell me anyway.

John seems to know that I won't asked him about it.

"Okay, John. But still I wanna mark you mine, Incase someone steals you away" I told him as he laughed it off.

"Do what pleases you sweetheart, I'm your's completely" he said and I smiled.

He was caught off guard when I kissed him rough. I moaned inside his mouth as I finally move my lips towards his jaw down to his neck.

He swallowed hard when I nibble the skin softly. I kissed the spot as I suck it, planting some small kisses on it. Later on a red mark forms on John's neck.

"Is it visible, y/n?" John asked and I nod happily.

"Yeah- just don't covered it will you, Daddy?" I told him and he smirked.

"Okay baby, don't worry" John mumbled, his looked soften.

_Tomorrow

I woke up to found John on my side. It got me confused so I stared on his face. He was sleeping so peacefully so I took the chance to sealed his lips with mine.

I cried for him, he was all I had. I can't bear losing him, not now. I sobbed on his neck, trying to stay quiet as possible.

"Why are you crying, y/n" John shushed me down.

He gently wiped my tears while looking at me softly.

"I hate seeing those precious tears-being wasted, y/n" he mumbled as he kissed my forehead.

"Hey, I'm still here. Don't cry, darling" he said as I smiled sadly.

"What will I do without you, John?" I told him and he looked away.

"Someday you won't be needing me.. you will be strong on your own way" he said as he hold my hand.

John fix his hair before he stand up, his gorgeousness are too much to handle.

"I made up my mind... I want to bring you to work later" he said and it made me grinned.

Finally, I can't wait to know what was John's work all about!