John Kramer | FORBIDDEN DESIRE (Book1)

ʟᴏᴏᴋ ꜰᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇ ꜱɪɢɴꜱ

John was so frustrated about his work. He was acting like a fool and It made me so mad at him but I tried my best to be patient on him.

He was on the other room, on his own personal space. I'm just his coworker and I didn't bother to be around him all the time but I would admit that I cared about him.

"Fuck you, Mark!" he yelled, his voice was so deep and rich.

I love it when he's mad, there is something sexy about it.

I heard some few more curses from him as I remembered what happened on last winter, he was being mad about me that time.

-Last Time

"What the fuck, y/n.. take it off!" he said while glaring on me.

I was wearing his brown jacket because it is so cold out here. I couldn't find mine so I took his but seems like he was feeling worse than ever.

His hands were shaking from cold as he managed to walk towards me. I crossed my arms as I asked him.

"When are they going to fix the heater? It's almost freezing here, John" he looked at me intently.

But then he took the opportunity and made me take off the jacket. And it made me furious that I wanted to scream on him.

I stood up facing his relief face when he finally wore the jacket. I pressed my body against him, feeling the warmth of the soft fabric.

I felt a little bit better but I knew that it wasn't good enough for me. I needed more than this. So I grabbed him, pulling him closer as I whispered.

"How about we warm ourselves- just the two of us" I told him as I saw his jaw tightened.

He was going to say something when I pressed our lips together. At first he was like a statue but then he complied.

He was so soft and tender with me and I think of him as a gentleman who knows the value of being patient.

His hands roamed my body with desire, I could feel the desperation at each touch. His hands were cold but it had a different effect on me.

"I- it's alright, y/n. You could just wear something else, just not my jacket..." I could hear the hesitation from his voice as he tried to calmed me down.

But I can't stop it, I was longing with desire and I knew that It would feel better if I felt his bare body against me.

"No need for that, John. You could just warm me up" I told him as I pushed him down the bed.

I crawled on top of him, his shocked face staring at me. I didn't pay no mind on him as I kissed his face, down to his jaw before placing my lips on his neck.

"Now you're mine, John" I whispered as I felt him swallowing hard.

I nipped his skin, gentle while removing his jacket. A groaned escaped his lips when I touched him below, undoing his pants.

And now once were bare naked.  A naughty smile formed on my lips, seeing him fully exposed to me. His bare hairy chest, his blue eyes completely engulfed with desire.

I touched his chest, it was warm. Our body was finally contact, I have gone gentle on him. I don't want him to think that It's just lust.

I rode him, slowly while telling him how much I love him. It was such a good night, he was looking at me differently. I haven't seen it before but I knew that he wants me too.

I have spent the night on his arms, both of us are so exhausted from what we did.

John was completely silent after that. I was unsure if I did the right thing, telling him that I love him, despite of the large age gap.

Suddenly I almost fall down on my seat when I heard someone banging my door.

"Y/n.. open the door!" John said, he was clearly being impatient.

I opened it as he walked pass me, he was searching on my desk for something.

"Have you seen the envelope that I have written" he asked me without looking at my direction.

"Why would it be here, John? You have never been here today" I told him as I rolled my eyes but he caught me.

"Stop making an excuse and help me to find it... it's important" he said and It made me more upset than ever.

"What the hell, John! I don't care where the fuck is it, just get out of here already... I don't want to see you!" I snapped at him and he didn't bother to looked at me.

He left the room without saying anything. I heard some strange noises on his room but I was too tired to check.

-That Night

I was too drained that I didn't bother to went out of my room, I don't want to see the face of that asshole. I checked on my phone to know that someone was calling on me.

I answered it, only to hear strange and heavy breaths. It creeps the hell out of me when I heard his deep voice.

"Where is he? If he's not with you then I'm afraid you have to looked for him now, before it's too late" the unknown voice told me and I have gone worried.

I went out of my room as fast as I could, hoping that it was just a nightmare but John's room was completely messed up, there was blood on the floor.

"What did you do to, John?!" I screamed at the unknown person on the phone as I heard him chuckle.

"He wanted to die and here I am, granting his wish" he said and It broke me down.

"But why?" my voice cracked.

"That letter contains of John's thoughts about suicide.. he doesn't want you to read it so he tried to look for it... but I keep it and I made him come with me in exchange of keeping that letter away from you" he explained while I heard John's voice on the background.

"It's okay, y/n.. I love you more than anything.. Mark h-he will take care of you, I p-promised that he will keep you safe" John was already helpless as I cried for him.

"John! please! I will do anything!" I was already screaming in panic when I heard gunshots from the other line.

"You're next, y/n" the unknown person said before turning off the call.

I swear that revenge will be mind.