John Kramer | FORBIDDEN DESIRE (Book1)

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I was walking alone to the mall parking lot, there is no one in here. I put down the groceries that I bought from the market as I opened my car.

It was already past 10 o'clock and I was really exhausted from work and I haven't had any rest for awhile.

My vision went blurry as I tried to leaned on my car, I closed my eyes tightly, hoping that it would make it any better but It did not.

Suddenly my eye caught a shadow near the other side of the cars. It was approching me quietly, I didn't looked at him, my eyes finally gave up as I heard his deep voice.

"I can't leave you here, I'm taking you with me" that's all he said as I felt his strong hands around my body.

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I was half awake, hearing heavy breaths near me. I could feel that I was on someone's bed. I was afraid to open my eyes, fearing that something bad will happen.

"I know that you're already awake, y/n" he said and I was shocked to hear my name.

How did she know my name?

I still closed my eyes, I was nervous that I almost scream but I bit my lips.

"Look at me when I'm talking to you" he said, it was a command.

I opened my eyes and our eyes met, he was an older man probably on his 50s. He shifted from his seat as he watched me.

"Who are you?" I asked and he spoke in such a cold manner.

"You're on my bed, my house" he said as he rose from his seat and kept the newspaper with him.

He went on me cautiously, like a predator approaching his prey. He was so calmed and it made me feel relief for a moment.

"You fainted back there, what happened to you?" he asked as he adjust his glasses.

"Just completely drained from work, I haven't had time to eat this evening..." I told him as my stomach hurts.

His blue eyes soften as he left me and then minutes later, he came back with different types of dishes. It smells heaven, when he gave the tray to me.

"It's okay sir, but you don't have to do that" I told him and he frowned.

"My name's John. You should eat before it gets cold" he said and then he left me confused.

I have so much things going on in my mind. But I could never say no to free food. I quickly took the spoon and scoop some soup from the bowl.

I tasted it and I was right, it was so good that I ended up eating the whole thing. When I'm finished I put the tray away as I saw a crumpled newspaper on the ground.

I picked it up and it revealed an issue about the Jigsaw killer. I heard too much about him but I didn't pay any attention since the article mentioned that Jigsaw only put bad people on a trap.

I never did anything against the law so I think that I'm good. I have gone reading the article as I flipped the page and it revealed Jigsaw's face.

It was him, John!

When I heard the door opening I quickly throw the article in the trashcan. John stood up with knowing looked.

He then went to me and sit besides me, he was looking at me with interest.

"I'm sorry, John. But I think that I should go now" I told him and he watched me stand up but then his voice stopped me from leaving.

"It would be impossible to leave here without getting lost or worst... to be killed" he talked like a complete different person and it scares me.

"So it's you- the Jigsaw killer?!" I told him and he just chuckled.

"That's true, y/n... you should stay here for now and I'm sure that later on you will be a good girl to follow my command" he said as I felt my knees weakened.

I twisted the doorknob but it was locked, I have realized that I have nowhere to go and I'm locked up with one of the most wanted serial killers.

"Come here, y/n" he said while looking at me with a calmed face.

I gave up, losing hope as I walked towards him. He touched my hand, his thick and long fingers on mine.

"Don't be scared, I promise that I won't hurt you physically" he said as he let my hand go.

I could feel that he was being honest but still he was a stranger to me and I should stay cautious.

"I want you to think of my offer. Be one of us, help me to change the world into something else" he said and I just looked at him.

"But why me, John?" I asked and he grinned.

"I have been watching you for months and I think that we needed a person like you-" he said but it was cut off short when he started coughing.

I rests my palm against his back and patted it repeatedly. But it was getting a lot of worst so I quickly get the water on his table and gave it to him.

He took the glass on shaking hands as he drank the water. When he's already doing okay, he told me to get his medicine inside the drawer.

I gave it to him with a concerning looked. He shallowed the pill before closing his eyes, he looks tired.

"You need to take a rest, John." I told him and he shot me a looked.

He laid down with a groaned as he closed his eyes.

"Sleep besides me, y/n. Don't you dare sleep on the ground it's too cold" he said and I was confused.

"B-but I-I don't even know y-you!" I told him as he frowned and he turned his body away from me.

I could hear him breathing heavily, he must be sleeping. I sat on the bed while thinking on how to escape but when I did a research, it was completely useless.

Then I saw a silver key on John's pants, it was attached on it. I move carefully towards him as I touched his pants. I remove the key in a swift movement but I was taken aback when John shot me a looked.

I was holding the key while my other hand rest on his groin. It was so fucking embarrassing when John keep my hand away from his pants and took the key from me.

"I never know that you're a pervert, y/n. Sleep please and don't make it any harder than it seems" he said as he sighed.

"Fuck you, I don't have interest to touch you!" I yelled and he shot me an offended looked.

"I know that, y/n. I'm just messing with you" he said as he sleep like an angel.

I just laid beside him and the soft mattress feels good against my back. I could smell John's perfume, it was manly and strong. I faced his back as I finally gave up and sleep.

I was hoping that I will be able to get out of here tomorrow.