John Kramer | FORBIDDEN DESIRE (Book1)

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Note: Mature Content Ahead and yeah I felt bad for Jill she's always the annoying character :(

John and I have been dating for years, he was a nice man who's already mature and responsible. I'm so attracted to him but he was like an innocent person, we haven't make love not even for once.

I'm starting to have doubts that he was sick and can't keep it up or maybe he's not ready for that. I'm so inlove with him but I can't fulfill my needs without his help... he's all I wanted and I want it all.

John and I started living together and I was so happy that his gonna be mine soon but there's one problem. His ex-wife Jill Tuck, she was constantly visiting our home like crazy.

Sending lots of homemade cooking and some love letters. I have my trust on John, that he won't do something that will make me jealous but I can't believe what I saw this morning when I'm gone to work.

Jill came to visit when John was all alone. I heard someone calling me on my phone, I picked it up and saw them on a video call.

Jill on top of John's lap, she was kissing him, her hands snake around my lover's neck. John couldn't move, he was shocked and embarrassed. He couldn't pushed Jill away but I saw that he didn't want any of that.

Soon John get her off his lap as he left the room furious. I saw Jill, almost dizzy from all of what she have done as she took the phone on a shelf. She smiled at me while showing her outfit, she was wearing all red almost dressing up like a whore.

Her cleavage are showing as she finally said those words that drove me mad.

"Don't worry honey, I'll take care of your John while you're busy at work" she smirked and turned off the call.

After that I quickly asked to my boss if I could leave early since I'm not in the mood to do anything related to work. I wanted to show Jill her place, that John only belong to me.

I'm glad that my boss agreed as if she was busy and can't complain any further.

When I get there with my car, I immediately stormed inside. I spotted no one or nothing suspicious at all. I went to the kitchen just as when John entered the area and greeted me, he looked upset.

"Y/n it's not what you think... I didn't kiss her back, it's just a play to fool you so you could hate me" he explained as I tried to look at him but fuck everytime I look at him it reminds of how Jill greedily wrapped her hand around him.

I drank some water as I left him, I was so furious that I went upstairs to find her but she's nowhere to be found.

"Where the fuck is that whore?!" I screamed, my voice echoing on every room.

"Calm down, y/n.. she already left earlier" he said but I leave him alone to go to my room.

I slammed my body on the bed, I clutched the pillow hard as I cried there. I screamed, I let it all out but nothing seems to work.

Even though were living with each other, John insists us to have different room. I don't know why but I know that John love having his personal space.

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That Night, I didn't make it to dinner. I woke up with dried up tears on my face. I slowly peak outside my door, underneath John's door have a dim light. I guess he was already asleep.

I tiptoed and went towards his room. I carefully twisted the door knob as I get inside. John had a blanket wrapped on his body.

The lamp was turned on as I tiptoed towards him. I saw John's face, he was already deep in sleep.