John Kramer | FORBIDDEN DESIRE (Book1)

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I was so damn mad about John, he didn't understand why am I having such a sudden change of emotions. I want to rip him off, I wanted to scream at him but I know it'll just make things worst.

And then there he was, having a conversation with his dumb ex-wife, Jill Tuck. I don't know why she's here but it doesn't matter- I live here too so therefore I have my rights to drag her out.

"John? aren't you done?" I said while crossing my arms.

I was in front of them and they stopped talking once they saw me.

"What's the problem,
y/n?" John asked while Jill is holding his hands, it made me furious.

"She's the problem!" I screamed and John was so upset that he rise up from his seat.

He went to me, his movements were gentle. He put his hand on my shoulder as we went to the kitchen to talk about it.

"Sweetheart... we are just talking- what's the matter with you?" he asked while he covered my cheeks with his hands.

I closed my eyes as I tried to lower my voice.

"She's making me jealous- so do you!" I slap his hand and I'm surprised that he didn't hit me back.

"Alright wait for me here, y/n..." he said and he kissed my lips before he went to that Jill again.

My jealousy got the best of me, It's just not today but everyday. I can't stand it anymore, she was here and I don't know what she wants from John.

Suddenly I heard crying to the living room. I rushed there in panicked just when I saw Jill kneeling in front of John. She looks like she's begging for something.

"I'm... pregnant John... and it's yours.." she said while wiping his eyes with a napkin.

"That's bullshit, Jill!" John replied as he was going to walk away but Jill clung her hands to his leg.

"I have proof.... here!" Jill said in a hurry as she get her bag and threw the documents on the table.

I went to them and read the document itself. Jill had also brought a pregnancy test with her. I felt my heart crushed while I stared on it.

"It's real... It can't be- you cheated on me?!" I can't help but to sat on the couch while sobbing.

John who had a confused yet worried look rushed at me instead of Jill who looks scared for her life.

John whispered in my ear, he calmed me down with his deep, husky voice.

"It's not true, y/n... you know that I'm faithful to you- I won't do such thing to destroy our relationship" he said while rubbing my back and then he kissed my lips.

I can't stop him, his kisses were so good that I didn't want it to end. I wrapped my hands on his neck and he groaned in my mouth, he insert his tongue on mine.

He kissed me like an expert while his hands went lower to my hips down to my bottom. And that's when someone pushed me away, my body hit the ground and I heard someone whispering next to me.

"He's mine, y/n... I'm the one who he slept with and you?! you don't even fuck him yet-" I was stunned that I slapped her face.

John didn't dare to intervene when I shot him a look, I was upset but I could handle Jill on my own.

Her eyes were burning with anger as she twitched her lips in a wicked smile.

"John and I will have our baby soon, but don't worry... I'll invite you over to become our babysitter" she said and she flipped her hair in the air before she went to John.

It takes me awhile to realize what she said. I don't even know where did I get the strength to stand up by myself as I rushed towards her.

John was amused when I pulled Jill's hair. She keep on asking me to let go of her but I was stubborn. I pulled her hair even more as I whispered to her ear.

"Get... the... fuck... out of here, ex-wife!" I said as I force her to come with me.

I didn't let her go until we reached outside. I pushed her away that she almost stumbled on our way.

Jill looked horrified, her hair was such a mess and her perfect make up was ruined.

I smiled when her face had hit the ground, her clothes had caught some dirt as she tried to shrugged it off but it already gotten on his clothes.

Jill's disgusted face made me happy that I start laughing at her. I didn't realize that John was already beside me with his arms crossed. He was in a serious mode and he just stared at nowhere, he was not himself again.

When Jill have left and John entered the house, I was left alone so I followed him inside when I already managed to deal with my emotions and stress.

I saw John sitting on the couch, he was already waiting for me.

He looked up and our eyes have met.

"You don't have to be like that, y/n... I read the documents, she was indeed pregnant" he said and I gasped, feeling confused.

Did he have something to do with this?

I was paralyzed, thinking it over and over until John's voice brought me back to reality.

"I'm sure of it y/n... she was emotional and she show signs of pregnancy... but don't get me wrong, y/n... it's not mine, okay?" he said as I sat next to him.

I try to breathe in and out as I hold his hand tightly. I was still in shock but I felt calmed when he added.

"It's not true baby, I love you not her or anyone else... I would rather be with you than to live with that crazy woman" he smiled and I did too.

I just hope that Jill won't visit us ever again...

Or I will pull her hair until it finally came off from her head...