John Kramer | FORBIDDEN DESIRE (Book1)

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Note: This part contains of slight BDSM, skip if it isn't your thing.

John have put me in a lot of trouble. There have been some times that I almost caught by the cops. But John always come to save me but still it wasn't good enough to make me feel safe.

I don't know but everytime he says sorry, it was making me feel weak. He was my dark side and he's always been on my mind.

I love it when he's being cold and mysterious, it's what makes me feel excited. Seeing John on his own way was making me feel things that I shouldn't be thinking.

Later on, I have already made my plan on John tonight. He asked me to bring some test subject to him which is kinda upsetting because he wants me to do it alone.

I was on my room, just minding my own business when John suddenly appeared in front of my door as he frowned while looking at me.

He had his robe on and I can't help but to stare at him, he always caught my attention when he's wearing something red. It makes him more hot and intimidating.

"Why are you still here, y/n? I already told you on what to do" he said in his raspy voice.

"I don't feel like doing it" I reason on him as he calmly approached me.

"Tell me what's going on with that mind of yours" he said as he sat besides me.

"It's just- everything starts to go crazy when I'm with you especially when we are working" I told him and he looked at me with his blue eyes.

He examined my face with concerning look.

"I know, y/n. I put you on this mess and I could assure you that there's nothing to worry about when I'm around" he said before placing a hand on my shoulder.

"Tell me, John. Have you ever been bound?" I asked and he looked at me, rising his eyebrows.

"What do you mean, y/n?" he replied as he realized what I meant.

I suddenly pushed him down the bed as I sat on top of his stomach with a naughty smile on my lips.

"What do you think you're doing, woman?!" he asked but his actions were saying different, he doesn't move away from me.

I reached for the cuffs on top of the small table. John looked at me surprised when I clicked it open. As I pinned his hands on top of his head.

"Are we playing games now,
y/n?" he asked with an amusing smile.

But I didn't answered him as I cuffed his hands on the bed post. He moved his hands as he looked at me with excitement on his eyes.

John just watched me unbottoning his robe with a naughty smile on my face. Once I'm done I lift his shirt up as I stand up to get something inside the drawer.

John's eyes followed my movement as I lighted the candle on. I carried the candle with me as I wait for it to start melting.

I crawled on top of the bed as I captured John's lips in a swift movement. Then I got on top of his crotch feeling the hardness of his cock.

The candle was already ready as I managed to drop some on John's chest. His smile turned into a groaned as he closed his eyes.

"Fuck, what did I do to deserve this?!" he said as he shot me a looked which placed a satisfied smile on my lips.

"You have been a very bad boy lately.. John" I told him as I chuckled and drop a lot more on his stomach.

John hissed on pain as he growled at me. His lips twitch up as I felt satisfaction. I leaned in to kissed the already cooled off wax from his body. I move carefully as I drop some more on his lower stomach.

John moaned in delight when I suck his skin that is slightly turning red because of the warm wax.

I put the wax away as I start unbottoning his pants. I left him on an underwear before kissing his inner thigh. I placed some wax on his thigh that made him tightly shut his eyes.

"I love it when you torture me, darling... I have never been bound before" he admitted and I was kinda surprised.

I kissed the pain away as I remove his underwear. His cock was already visible and the tip was already dripping wet . John's face turned red when I hold his cock.

I put it inside my mouth, sucking the head part as I licked it clean. John just watched me with lust on his eyes.

I just continued pleasuring him before I stand up. I watched John, completely helpless. His shirt soaked with his own sweat as his face was driven with passion.

"Fuck, tell me why are you teasing me?!" John whispered as he tried to get his hands free.

And I love every moment of it.

"Do you think that you deserve it, John?" I asked him as I again grind myself on his crotch, teasing him furthermore.

"I don't think so... you've been bad to me lately so- maybe it's a good idea to leave you like that" I whispered on his ear before I moved and went to kneel in front of him.

I caressed the top of his cock and I kissed it which makes John really mad.

"Tell me how badly you want it" I told him as I licked him, teasingly.

John hesitate to say it, he closed his eyes before whispering.

"I want to feel you, y/n. Let me fuck you" he said while biting his lips.

But I ignored what he said, but instead..

I put him on my mouth again, taking him deeply as I can that I almost choked on his largeness. John's thighs move, desperately moving to thrusts himself in.

I held onto his cock, as I pressed myself against him. He curses out loud as he moved again and again but it wasn't good enough to drive him to the edge.

He needed more, his eyes were begging for me for him to be finally finished.

I stood up again as I felt tired and exhausted because from all of this.

"I'm afraid you won't gonna come tonight..." I told him as I blow out the candle.

I could see irritation on John's eyes, he was so mad that he tried to broke free but I won't allow him to do so. I took the key that is near the small table.

I showed it to John with a playful smirked before carrying it with me. I turned off the lights before John said.

"You're gonna pay for this, y/n! You won't be found ever again once I'm done with you!" he growled as I felt shivered down my spine.

And then I closed the door, hearing John complaining about it. But suddenly I heard some noises inside and the heavy footsteps coming closer and closer.

"Now- let's play another game, y/n!" John growled before I heard him kicking the door with all his might.