John Kramer | FORBIDDEN DESIRE (Book1)

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Note: I'm really busy and stressed lately, but I'll try to update more..

It's been 10 years since my father got in jail, I felt hatred towards him. He left me when I was just an innocent child and now I grow up without him.

I'm already on my own, I have my own money and a place on my apartment. I already forgot who am I before, weak, innocent and poor.

My Dad didn't even tried to call me or even asked me how am I doing. But now I get a phone call from him, I almost drop the call when he said that he will explain everything once I meet him personally.

I don't know why my heart insists to believe and come over there to reunite with my father again.

I get all of the valuable things and I locked my room. And then I asked one of my friends to pick me up so I could get there in no time, she also live next to my room.

Once I'm waiting inside the car, my friend just sighed probably annoyed by me asking for a free ride from her.

"Look y/n, I know you have money and you just wanted to keep it but I have some important matters to deal with" she said as she start driving.

I just laughed in a sarcastic way.

"That's why... you're my friend for a reason!" I said to her and she just throw me a fake annoyed look.

"This is the last time I'm helping you- bye bye, my daredevil!" she joked as she dropped me off the place.

I felt nervous like I'm not used to this place. Everytime I saw a police officer, I felt like I did something wrong and I don't even know why I felt like that.

"Your father is right there, just follow my guy here" the guy whom I asked for help told me as he pointed at the tall, black haired, muscular man.

I went there and asked him for help, he looks like the guy you shouldn't mess with. He's serious and don't even dare to greet me with a smile or a small talk throughout our way.

"Okay, she's there... one more thing, woman" he said as he lowered his voice before looking around.

"Don't you ever talk to that old man there, he's dangerous" he said as I looked at the man, his eyes were gorgeous and it terrified me when our eyes met.

He smiled in a mischievous way before rubbing the back of his head, I noticed that he was alone on his cell that I felt bad for him.

The police officer started walking away as I called out on him and he turned around.

"May I know your name?" he hesitate for a moment as he looked down, avoiding eye contact.

"It's Mark Hoffman"  he finally said as he walked more faster this time, maybe annoyed that I will ask something else.

-Continuation

"How was my daughter keeping up?" Dad asked with excitement on his tired eyes.

"Been better since your gone from my life" I rolled my eyes as he tried to hold me but I moved back, like I'm afraid to be infected by some kind of virus.

"Look y/n, it's not my fault..." he tried to reason but I snapped at him.

"Then who's fault is that? mine?!" I said and he looked down barely touching the food that I bought for him.

"Not yours sweetie but them, someone set me up on my workplace, I was accused of stealing a large sum of money... someone wants me gone!" he said as he hold my hand tightly.

I looked away, not knowing how to respond to that. I saw that old man again, his face was familiar but I forgot his name. He was busy talking to this blond woman, they had an argument and I can't help but to eavesdrop.

"No no no, Jill you can't stay here... look for a new life, something that will keep you away from me...there will be a huge mess for sure so I want you to go on and leave me, time will come and I'll look for you" the man said, softly rubbing her back.

"I don't know where to go, John... They will look for me because of you, I will never be safe when you're being kept in here" the woman named Jill is already crying her eyeballs out.

John pressed his head against her forehead, their lips met in a slow perfect timing. I finally looked away, I was jealous... why can't I have something like this for real.

"Y/n, are you listening? I need you to get me out of here... find some money and help me out" my Dad said as his eyes were dead serious.

I felt worse when he said that, who did he think he is to command me to do something about it. I would prefer him to rot in here forever, he's just a toxic father for fuck sake.

"For what Dad?! For you to used me again for your personal needs?!" I can't help but to throw my juice on his clothes.

He was mad and I saw this part of him again. He rushed at me and grabbed my shirt, she lifted me up that I almost choked. I kicked him with all my might until the officers took him away from me.

-That Night

I laid down with my hands covering my face, I sobbed there on my bed. Screaming in pain on my pillow as I throw the stuff on my bed.

Why did I even come back to talk to him, I know that it's a bad idea after all?!

I lost my strength that night that all that I could do is get some sleep and start the morning like nothing happens.

- Morning

"Hello, Is this y/n?" someone called me this morning and I didn't know who it was but I said yes.

"We are very sorry to inform you that your father is already dead, he took some illegal drugs last night and he died from overdose" the words made my head hurt as I leaned against the wall for support.

I can't believe that he did this... why didn't he told me that he takes something illegal, I should have noticed on the way he looks and talk.

"Can I see him?" I asked as my voice broke down.

The woman gave me the address as I went to the nearest hospital, someone is already waiting for me and he showed me the way to my father.

I quickly went to his dead body, embracing his cold and white skin.

The guy left me for privacy as I held my father for a moment, I cried for him, I wished that he didn't have to go through this. Even though he's a sinner and an abuser, he didn't deserve to die like this.

"I know what it feels like, y/n... to lost something important" a cold yet familiar voice whispered behind me.

I was afraid to looked around, thinking that it's a ghost but it's far more worst when I saw John, the old man from the other cell.

"What the hell are you doing here?! Go Away!" I protect my father from him as I watched him hold my jaw.

"Trust me, he deserve this y/n and it's not the worse from what I have encountered... he accept his destiny and you should too" he said observing me as he moved away.

"Why- What destiny?!" I asked curious from what is he talking about.

"Join me and no one will touch you the same way that this monster did to you..." he said as he looked at the door like he was waiting for someone.

"How did you end up in here?" I asked when he didn't move and it scares me.

"I'm waiting for someone" John replied shortly as he move towards the darkness.

"Think about my offer as a gratitude" he said as I didn't saw him, I tried to follow him but he's gone.

Maybe he's right, some people are better be dead than alive...