John Kramer | FORBIDDEN DESIRE (Book1)

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John and I were so close to the point that I already got used to him being around me. I constantly try to find time to spend with him, especially when he was at the warehouse, working.

"Could you call, Amanda, for me?" John said while he was busy putting the final piece for the reverse bear trap.

It's just John decided to make a few changes and give it a new looked since it looked a bit rusty.

I rolled my eyes secretly as I went outside and started looking for Amanda, she's one of the most crazy accomplices - next to Mark Hoffman.

She's beautiful and a baddie yet so hard to handle, it's just she got emotional issues, and she used to be overly protective of John, which upsets me - like John is mine, bitch... Look for another one!

After a couple of minutes, checking each room...

I finally saw what Mandy was up to, she's reading a magazine while her legs are on top of the table, she's sitting so comfortably while a smirked is visible on her cute face.

"John needs you" I said, and our eyes met, her little brown eyes throw me a disgusted looked before she slammed the magazine on the table.

"Okay, I'll handle John... Just stay away from me, y/n - you are just a filthy slut who thinks she could get anything she wants" she said as she started walking away, furious and annoyed.

Why does she have to be so mean?

"Stop right there, you whore!" I screamed, which made her stopped.

I approached her as I grabbed her by the neck and pushed her against the wall. She gasped as she tried to kick me, and it hit me straight in my stomach.

I quickly recovered from the pain and I hit her head against the pipe. She started groaning as she pushed me away, her head started to bleed.

I quickly took a knife from my pocket as I put her against her neck, almost peeling her skin as I felt strong arms around me. It was John, he picked me up from behind.

"Stop this, both of you!" He said as he looked at Amanda, who barely could stand because of feeling shocked.

"Who started all of this?" John calmly asked as his hands were locked on my arms, holding me in case I made another stupid decision.

"I'm so tired of that bitch, John... Saying bad things about me, stealing you away from me!" I screamed, which made Amanda throw me an annoyed looked.

"Shut up, y/n... You're just a coward!" Amanda said while wiping the blood with a napkin.

John gave Amanda a concerning looked.

"Come now, Amanda... Let me take a look" John said as he rushed towards her side, and he started examining her condition.

And it was the last straw of patience for me, I left the room as quickly as I could...

Going to my room as I started packing up my things, I only took a little since I would rather not stay here for too long.

Once I had my luggage, I decided to write a note to John expressing how badly I wanted to get away for a while, saying that I didn't care even if he dismissed me from being his apprentice since he already had Amanda.

I checked for John, but he was still in Amanda's room, and I should have known better when I saw Amanda kissing John's lips, almost devouring him.

I was hurt that I kept my mouth shut as I ran as fast as I could. Going towards my car, I get in, just biting my lips to prevent myself from sobbing.