John Kramer | FORBIDDEN DESIRE (Book1)

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I woke up in an area where I couldn't see anything at all. It's too dark in here, cold and the atmosphere is heavy. My head is spinning and I could taste some blood on my mouth.

I looked around and tried to crawl. I could smell some rotten flesh nearby that made me feel nauseous. I cough and covered my nose.

When I managed to get out, I could now clearly see what is going on. There was this man, he was throwing out some stuff on the table.

He looked so furious, there was so much anger and pain on his eyes. He was busy destroying all of the things on his way. And then our eyes met, his eyes soften when he saw me.

I was so scared to the point that I want to crawl back on the dark corner where I came from but it was too late. This man is already in front of me, he touched my arm with a comforting look.

"Are you alright, sweetheart?" he breathe out while caressing my face with his rough hands.

I stare right into his eyes, it was so deep in blue. It made me confused that I want to get away as soon as possible. His touch remind me of someone, he was someone closer to me.

But I can't remember him, who he is, what we have and why am I here.

"Who-are you?" that's all I could asked before the darkness swallowed me.

_ Bedroom (Cabin)

I could feel something warm on my forehead. And I could finally breathe, it was so good. That I didn't know why it feels like home.

"I'm sorry, y/n... I thought it's too late" he said as I felt his fingers on my cheeks.

I opened my eyes, seeing the worried look on his face. His breath were so warm on my face.

"Do you remember what happened to you?" he asked as he softly caressed my chin.

"I don't know-you... what is this- why are you here?" I was confused that I closed my eyes for awhile to think.

He's making me feel nervous...

"Maybe in this way, you will remember who am I and what we have ..." he said as he gently leaned in.

I don't know why I let him closer. I didn't know what he's up to until then I realized when our lips met. He taste so sweet and warm, it was wonderful.

Why does he feel so familiar...

I can't breathe properly when he continued to deepen the kissed. I grabbed his hair as I tried to get enough of him, his smell, his touch and the softness of his lips.

"You're perfect, y/n... so sweet and gentle" he said as he pulled away from our kissed.

The man softly touches my hand as he stared right into my eyes, he was so happy.

That's when realization have hit me...

Oh well- John Kramer... my crazy lover.

I slapped him playfully as I grabbed his hand and put it on my cheeks. I felt the warm from his hand as he murmured.

"So adorable" John looked at me as he put away the towel on my forehead.

Suddenly, John's posture changed. He start acting different and alert. His eyes observed the surroundings.

And then he picked me up easily. I was confused that I hold on to him to prevent myself from falling.

"Is something wrong, John?" I asked and he whispered on my ear.

"I can't let her see you in here, y/n..." we went to the backdoor as fast as we can.

John took out his key and he open his car. And then he placed me inside the backseat before he close the door, he smiled at me.

"Just wait for me here, sweetie..." that's all he said before he went back to the cabin.

I was left all alone that night, he didn't came back for me. My heart is beating out loud, I was so scared that maybe something bad had happened to him.

I wanted to check but someone opened the car door and it was him. He looked exhausted, sweating and he had a red mark on his cheeks.

His shirt is slightly unbutton and he smelled like a woman's perfume.

It took me a second to realize what's going on.

"Did you just hid me here so you could cheat with another woman?" I asked as I crossed my arms.

I was fuming with anger that I wanted to screw him.

But John on the other side just sighed before he rest his back on the seat. Our eyes met on the rear-view mirror.

"I'll tell you about it, once we come home" he coldly replied before he starts moving the steering wheel.

The car move passed many trees until we reached the road leading outside of the forest. It was a long night and I was feeling sleepy already.

My head becomes too heavy and the car always take sharp turns, that my head almost bump on the hard surface.

John slowed down, moving in a straight road with a concerning look on his face. And then he stopped, he checked on me.

"Come here..." he said while patting his lap.

I didn't know what he's up to but I went there to sit on his lap, snuggling as closer as I could to him. John's warmth was enough to make me feel at ease.

His hand holding me in place while the other is on the steering wheel. I feel the vehicle moving again as I calmly rest my head on his chest.

That's when I ended up sleeping on him...

_ Home

"Don't play your silly games with me, Amanda... I don't love you!" I was woken up by some yelling.

I wanted to open my eyes to see but I want to make sure of who is it.

I take a peak and saw on my blurry sight. It was John and Amanda, his apprentice. They seemed so tense and looks like they're arguing about something.

"So really? that kiss means nothing to you? I'm here since forever... can't you understand that John?!" Amanda is stomping her foot furiously.

John didn't bother to hide his irritation as he approached me. I closed my eyes quickly while trying to stay calm.

"That kiss was an accident... you did that on purpose, you want me but I don't want to cheat on y/n..." he said while stroking my hair with his fingers.

"I thought we had a connection... you said you like me" Amanda complained.

I tried not to looked like I was eavesdropping. So I let my eyes closed while taking some deep breaths.

"I like you until you start acting so jealous about everything... that you almost killed y/n!" I bit my tongue to prevent making a noise.

"Well she fucking deserve that John!" Amanda yelled that I almost jump up.

John's fingers made it's way on my cheek before I felt his warm breath on my neck.

"I know you're awake, y/n... let me handle this" he said before he kissed my lips and he retreat.

I heard footsteps and some complaining from Amanda until I didn't hear them anymore.

Two women competing for an old man's heart- how ridiculous!