John Kramer | FORBIDDEN DESIRE (Book1)

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I was sat on my bed just having some wine on my own. I just wanted to relax and enjoy my evening. I'm all alone so I could do anything I want.

I sipped from my glass as I felt the burning feeling in my throat. It was just wine and I don't think I'll be drunk that much.

I don't know where was John right now. Maybe on his wife's home. I rolled my eyes at the thought of that as I put my glass on the table.

I laid down as I ran my fingers on my body, thinking that it was John whom touching it. His rough hands are running on my skin, exploring every part. Every touch are so needy and desperate.

I got goosebumps from that as I think of him kissing my neck. He was breathing hot and hard on my skin. I could imagine the dark smile on his face.

"John hmm" I whispered, he was all I need right now.

But I couldn't let him know that it will be a sin since he was still married. He was old and damn he was so hot. I've been with him for awhile now and we are just a friend kind of thing.

I felt really cold so I put on a blanket around my body.

"Your body feels so good, John" I whispered while I enjoyed the warmth coming from the blanket.

I closed my eyes and enjoy the sensation. I ran my fingers down as I rubbed myself.

"Ohh John" I couldn't hold back my moan.

My body are already aching for more as I bit back a moan. I move my hand lower as I insert my fingers slowly.

I was already in the middle of pleasuring myself when I heard a car parked out. Fuck! it must be John, why do he have to came home so early?

I quickly managed to go to the bathroom. I locked it to make sure and then I went to opened the faucet. I heard a couple of footsteps outside as I heard that gorgeous voice.

"Are you here, y/n?" he asked and I closed my eyes before answering.

I was so mad because my pleasure was cut shortly and damn he was the reason on why I'm being like this.

"Yes, John" I told him as I heard him sighed.

"Hurry up, y/n!" he shouted as I cursed in silent.

I just cleaned myself with cold water to ease the hot feeling. And then I washed my face a couple of times before heading towards the door.

When I opened it, John was busy looking for an outfit on the cabinet. He put out a few outfits on the bed as he shot me a serious looked.

"Me and my wife are going on our anniversary right now. Come and help me pick something good" he said with a smile as I tried to be happy for him.

I don't want him to go with Jill. I want him for myself. I looked down as I felt a sharp pain on my chest. I sighed and help him.

"Why don't you pick that color brown, John?" I told him and he immediately agreed.

He put it on as I admired him secretly. He was looking at himself on the mirror while fixing his watch.

"So when will you be home, John?" I asked and he didn't bother to looked at me because he was now busy spraying a perfume.

"Maybe I'll stay at Jill's house. Don't wait for me, y/n... make sure to locked up once I'm gone" he said and I just nod with a sad smile creeping on my face.

I shouldn't have love this man. It was so impossible to have him. And Jill she was so lucky to have a guy like him who is caring and responsible.

"Take care, Joh-" I stopped when he already closed the door and left me without saying a goodbye.

I stomped my feet loudly as I went to the bed. I laid down just crying for him as I wish for him to come back. But I finally heard the car drove away.

I buried my face on the pillow just crying as hard as I could while gripping the blanket tightly.

You win Jill, you could have John. He was all yours, I admit it... I was a fool for thinking that I could steal him away from her.

I looked at John and Jill's frame on the wall. It was their wedding day and they are smiling widely which is enough  to make me jealous.

I closed my eyes, I have gone crying like an hour and after that I finally knew that I'm already deep in sleep.

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When I woke up John was yelling too bad.

"I told you to locked the doors, what If I got robbed?!" he said and looked down on me

He was so furious, his clothes and hair was messed up.

"What happened to you?" I yawned softly while looking at him.

He suddenly snapped on me.

"Don't change the question,
y/n. Why didn't you lock the doors?!" he asked me and that's when I finally had enough.

"Fuck you, John! Why the hell are you even here- why are you not with Jill right now and fucking her so bad?!" I screamed at him as he gave me an offended look.

I quickly walked away from him but he grabbed my arm.

He was taller than me, making him more strong and intimidating.

"He's cheating on me, y/n. It fucking hurts to see him with another guy!" he said, his voice was so mad and dissapointed.

"Let me go, John!" I said while glaring at him.

I tried to move free, but his gripped was like a rock.

"Where are you going, y/n?" he asked and I didn't bother to looked at him again, he was just making things more worst.

"I want to go somewhere far away from you" I told him and he let my arm go, but he was fast, he was now already in front of me.

"Why are you leaving me? I thought we are friends-" I snapped at him again.

"Friends? is that what you think I see you?! I fucking want you for my own, John! I want you, can you even hear me moaning your name?!" I told him and he looked at me shocked.

I pushed him aside as I opened the door. I slammed it hard as I walked away, I don't even bother to looked back.

I ran as fast as I could just to get away from him. My eyes are soaked with tears as I quickly managed to find my way home.

I locked all the doors and windows, to prevent me from seeing the face of that asshole. I don't even have the strength to explain even further. I'm sure that I will be able to forget him sooner, I just need to keep away from him and I'm good.